Dirty little secret~Jungkook&Seokjin

Chapter sixteen

I didnt want Jungkook to have the wrong idea. The idea of calling him for a booty call. I was actually pretty scared in case thats what he thinks I want. I was afriad of having sex again, with him. I was afriad that whatever reality I was thinking wouldnt live up to my expecations. I mean, I knew in my head that TV wasnt real life, so I shouldn't trust everything from it, but the way everyone kissed and loved on TV it made it seem real and loving.

I'm not saying I am planning to have sex with Jungkook tonight but if it happens either tonight or ever than ya know.

I didn't want to have any doubts, though. I didnt want to be that girl to cry about it and say I wasnt ready. A voice whispered deep in my head, though, and asked me if I'd ever be completely ready, if it was even possible to be a hundred percent ready for something like that.

Jungkook's POV

I cant keep my hands of her as we leave the bar. She steps out in front of me and I knew she knew I was staring at her ass. She twitches in front of me as I press my hand to the small of her back. It's sexual awareness. It's attraction. It's anticipation. I think she knows I want her now and I know she wants me, I know that she has made her mind up.

We hop into the car and drive off. "So you've had a good amount to drink then?" I ask

"You think?"

I roll my eyes

She tilts her head to the side and gives me a dirty look.

Damn, she's adorable. "I need a new car" she says

I nod. "Yeah you do. A brand new one"

"Yeah I know. I have been driving that car for four years"

"Damn you need an upgrade"

She smiles "True dat"

We drive towards her house and I knew she didnt want to leave my car. I loved the adrenaline I was feeling right now. Not too sure exactly what it was, but it was there. It doesnt take long to get to her place. It's kind of a sweet torture. In a way, I wish the ride was longer. But then, in another way, I'm glad it's not.

I stop by the curb and she stares at me. "How did you know where I live?"

"Employee forms. Remember?"

"Ahh," she nods.

I get out of the car and walk her up to her door. I press her up against the front door and smile. I lost myself in her, then gave myself over completely. Adrenaline was coursing through me, powering me with lightning-hot energy. I clenched my fists in the hair at the back of her head, then clawed my hands across her shoulders. My fingers caught the neck of her shirt and my palm slipped under the cotton to stutter over bare flesh. I gasped at the heat of her skin, at the electricity zinging through my body at the feel of her skin.

I wanted her. Here and now. I wanted her. Nothing else mattered. A voice in the back of my head reminded me of my conversation with Britney. She was going on about how much of a dick Nilsa had been to her and how much she didnt want to work with her. I pushed the voice aside. My hands were roaming her belly, her sides, and returning to her breasts.

Nilsa's POV

I shrugged out of my coat, and then, before I could second guess myself, I pulled my shirt over my head "God, you're so hot" he breaths

I bite my lip as he cupped my breast. I wanted this. I liked this. It was okay, right?

"Do you want to come in?" I ask

"As tempting as it is, I better not. I have to get back to the club"

I smile "Okay, well thank you. I really appreciate you coming to help. And for the ride home, too, of course."