Dirty little secret~Jungkook&Seokjin

Chapter twenty seven

Jungkook's POV

(Her brother. Elliot)

I haven't heard or seen Nilsa in over a month. I had too much work to sort out at the club and everyone was wondering where she had gone. I decided to head over to see my dad. I haven't seen him in forever. I have just been so busy with the club and Nilsa that I haven't had the chance to go see him. I'm hoping he'll have some good advice, some good suggestions. I need all the help I can get. And there's only one person, other than Nilsa who knows whats going on.

"Hello kid" Dad smiles as I enter the room

"Hey pops"

"So who's visiting me today? Seokjin or Jungkook.  I can't tell by the clothes." he jokes

I laugh. "Jungkook"

"Where is Seokjin today?"

"Gone"

He looks at me with wide eyes. His eyes search my face, like they do every time I come to visit. Like he's looking for signs of change and age. Or distress.

When his smile fades, I know that today he's found some.

"What's happened?"

"I met a girl."

A frown flickers across his face—the face that most people say looks so much like an older version of my own—but then it smoothes and his lips curve into a very pleased grin. "Well, it's about time. I'll be damned." He sits back and slaps his hand on the table. He's genuinely happy for me. Well, at least until I tell him the rest. That might change his tune.

"I told her" I say

He breaths "And how long have you known this girl?"

"It doesnt matter how long. I needed to tell her. I care about her. And I trust her. Besides, I thought maybe she could help."

"Bringing her into all this, that doesn't sound like you care for her at all."

"I had it worked out to keep her safe. I wouldn't put her in danger."

"You have put her in danger by even saying hello, man"

I sigh and rub my face. "I'm sorry for ruining your life" he says

"What?"

"Whats done is done. For the rest of my life, you'll have to be careful of who you let in. Maybe one day...when I'm gone..."

"Dont you think we have been punished enough. I think I've found a way to--"

"Get yourself killed. That's what you've done. Stop messing in stuff you've got no business messing in, Jeon Jung-kook.  I gave you those...items as insurance. Nothing more."

"Well, I'm sorry, but I'm tired of letting other people ruin my life. I can't live this way. You're all I've got left. I can't just stand by and do nothing."

"It's not that I don't trust you. It's that you're all I've got left, too. And I've brought so much misery to your life. I want you to go and live a happy, normal life. A life like you would've had if I died in that fire, too."

"Dont say that"

"There's a time to give up, to let things go. If you care about this girl, go find her and make her happy. Keep her safe. Give her a life away from all this.  Start fresh. If you love her even half as much as I loved your mother, you will have a good life. Thats all I have wanted for you"

"Whoa. I didnt say I loved her"

He smiles at me "You didnt have to"
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Nilsa's POV
My brother came by. He felt like I needed some company. Grandad must of told him how grey I looked and maybe some other stuff. He was outside by the camp fire we made. He was sat on the swing chair, with a guitar held on his stomach and a bottle of bear next to him.