Sally Face Oneshots [COMPLETE]

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-S A L L Y-
Angst | Goodbye my Love | G/r
LETTER FORM

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Dear Sally,
I fell in love with you the moment you walked in on me changing. The moment we first met. That was a funny day. I remember feeling so embarrassed, but you were so sweet about it, that it made me feel better.

I wish I was strong enough, but I'm not. I can't handle the pain and sorrow. The ghosts, the cult, the death. It hurts so much, Sally. I wish I told you sooner, but I didn't. I wish I was stronger, but I'm not.

I told Ash how I felt, but she thought it was a joke. Couldn't you see it? I was sad. Really sad. I tried telling myself I was fine. It would pass, but it never did. I cried myself to sleep every night. When you were over, I'd stay awake, keeping the tears in. I wish I could have told you.

You once asked why I didn't wear t-shirts and only long sleeves. Well, because of all the cuts I wear. The cuts on my wrists weren't a cat like I had told you, they were my doing. My painful memory of how ugly and stupid and worthless I was.

I knew what was going on, but I didn't want to say. To admit it. It felt bad to say. I was depressed. There I said it. I was depressed.

I don't, I can't, I won't fit in. You, Larry, Todd, Ash, Chug and Maple seemed to have missed it. I carried on, trying to forget everything.

No one could save me from this self hate. No one.

Things were going down, never really up. And now here I am stuck in this stupid rut.

I knew what to do. So I did it. I stood up on that chair and tied the rope around my neck.

"Look at me now, are you proud of your precious girlfriend?

It's all over, all gone, now I'm greeting death."

I'm sorry when you see this. I don't think it's going to be a pretty sight, but I had to. I wish there was another way, but there isn't in my perspective.

When you read this, know I am really, really sorry.

"I'm sorry, Sally, but this world is just not my place.

I've tried for so long to fix this and fit in. I've come to realise this world's full of sin.

There's nothing for me here, I'm just a waste of space. I've got no reason to stay here with this awful race.

It's a disgrace, I was misplaced. Born in the wrong time and the wrong place.

It's okay though, 'cause you'll see me soon. You'll know when your time had come, just look at the moon.

As it shines bright throughout the night. And remember everyone's facing their own fight.

But I can't deal with the pain, I'm not a fighter. You'll make it through the night, just hug your pillow tighter.

So let the world know, that I died in vein because the world around me is the one to blame.

And I know in a year, you'll forget I'm gone 'cause I'm not really something to be dwelled on.

That's what they used to tell me, all those kids at school, so I'm going by the law majority rules.

My presence on this earth is not needed any longer and if anything, I hope this makes you stronger.

You're the best friend, that I ever had. Such a shame I had to make you so very sad.

But just remember that you meant everything to me and to my heart, you're the only one that held the key.

Now it's time to go, I'm running out of space to write. And yes, I lost my fight, but please just hold on tight.

I'm watching over you, from the clouds above and sending down the purest and whitest doves.

To watch over you and be my helpful eye. So this is it world, goodbye."

And we all know, you'll see my ghost. So, see you when I'm dead.

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"Hey, Sally."