Sally Face Oneshots [COMPLETE]

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-S A L L Y-
Angst | I'm Fine, Perfectly Fine | G/n/r
READER'S POV

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Judgment?

A fear of mine.

Betrayal?
It hurts.

Pain?
24/7

Sickness?
Only in my head.

Suicide?
Thought about it multiple times.

Hate?
Only myself.

I sighed as I layed in bed. I'm fine.

Tears fell from my eyes as I layed in bed. I'm fine, though. I tried so many times to stop them, but they fell unconsciously. I had no control, but I'm still fine. I'm perfectly fine.

A knock. There was a knock on my bedroom door. I hid my face in the pillows, pretending to be asleep. They don't need to see me in this state, even if I'm fine.

"Y/n? It's me Sal." His voice was quiet. I knew it was Sal. It always is. "Y/n, I know you're awake. Please, look at me."

Lifting my face from my pillow, I come face to face with Sal. His mask was off, just the way I liked it. His eyes showed sadness, sympathy. I don't want his pity. I don't need it because I'm perfectly fine.

"Are you okay?"

"I'm fine, Sal, I'm perfectly fine."

"Y/n, please, speak to me. Don't hide your fear and sadness. Please, please, let me in." He pleaded, sitting on my bed with me. The tears still didn't stop as I spoke, "I'm fine, Sally. Why would I be afraid?"

"Y/n, stop lying! You're crying, you are scared. Please . . . Stop lying to me."

Lying? I'm not lying. I'm fine. I'm perfectly fine. Nothing is wrong with me. Why would there be something wrong?

"I'm fine, I'm perfectly fine!" I shouted. There is nothing wrong with me. "These tears say otherwise!" Sally yelled back.

"They mean nothing! They're just tears, they signify nothing! You don't know me, you aren't in my head! I'm perfectly fine, Sally! Now leave me alone!"

Sally yelled in anger as he ran out.

The tears still fell, never stopping.

I'm tired, yet I can't sleep.

I'm hungry, yet I feel no need to eat.

I'm in pain, yet I bare through it.

I'm fine, though, perfectly fine.