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@KalistaJ : Briella was not amused w our matching outfits 🦋💙👼🏼
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TEXT BETWEEN K & Travis
T: wyd lil mama ? 💙
K : just put Bri down for a nap , I miss u 🥵
T :I'm going to the studio tonight come ?
K : I'm on mommy duty i feel like I haven't seen my baby in soo long
T: whatever T: I just miss you
K: I miss you too baby but I'm a mommy first . You knew that
T: you right I'm buggin
K: fuck it I'm coming text me the addy
T: what about the baby ??
K: I'll deal w her and I'll see you in 45 🥰
KALISTAS POV
I'm dreading this phone call with Zayn right now but I just need to see my man who's about to go on tour for like 45 mins . I know he's going to blame T some how or call me a bad mom . It's his coping mechanism I guess .
" yes kalista ?" Zayn Answers the phone not sounding pleased he's speaking with me . He better chipper the fuck up I'm the light of his life . Period " hi Zayn how are you , your good yeah me too " I say sarcastically to counter his shitty attitude . " I don't have time for bullshit right now what do you want ? " he says annoyed already . We were in love at one point wtf ??
" I was just wondering even tho I just got her back for the week if you could come over and watch her for like an hour tops . Travis is about to go on tour an- " I was cut off by Zayn , again " you are giving up time with your child to go see your little boyfriend who you can see at anytime ?"
" I can see my daughter at anytime too Zayn , bad argument it's just a hour . Please "
" you don't get the point but fine I'll be over in 10 but all you get is an hour of my time . I appreciated the time I get with my daughter . "
And just when I thought he wasn't going to make me feel like a bad mom TODAY , there's the kicker .
" I can't believe I loved you at one point , I'm trying to be nice and be casual and act like a fucking adult but you keep on acting like someone punched you all the time . Your attitude fucking sucks when you get here don't speak to me just go to your daughters room . Fuck you " I say huffing and puffing letting out tears . Hanging up the phone from the man I love knowing that's how we speak to each other now hurts me but mostly this is my fault . I don't like being tied down and feeling trapped . Everything w Zayn was getting far too real and it scared me .
With Travis there's no pressure bc there's no love there , just lust , drugs and a lot of late nights and plane rides and dinners but it's not love . But I don't feel trapped so that's good , Right ?