In My Dreams (TMR A Maze Runner Fanfic) (SEQUEL IS IN HER DREAMS)

Chapter 9. "That's what you think?!"

I followed him, but I had no idea where he was going. The only private spot the glade had was the dead-heads, which were behind us. I didn't ask where we were going knowing that he had a reason for going where ever it was. We soon approached a metal building I had learned was the map room. Newt slid the door open.

"Come, on." He simply said. I had no idea what we were doing, but Newt was third in command so despite the fact I was told not to go in here, I figured it was okay. My stomach churned and I had a very bad feeling about what was coming. Newt shut the door behind me and it was dark again. He turned on a single hanging light and I waited for him to talk so I wouldn't say something I would regret. He nervously ran his fingers through his hair and licked along his lip. Damn! He looked so sexy when he did that. I probably looked insane watching him touch his lips, but I was going insane watching him. I had to tell him, I needed to, I wanted to. He deserved to know that I loved him. I couldn't handle the space that we had between each other even though it was a perfectly acceptable amount of space for friends. I wanted to be more than friends, and he needed to know that. I was ready, I had worked up the courage I needed. However I didn't need to, he spoke. 

"Ashlyn look," he began, making my heart beat wildly. "I know you don't like me, I know. I just wish that you would." I was aww struck, curious, and enraged. He began to yell. "I can't handle the emotions inside of me! I'm so confused, but ya know what? The one thing i've figured out is that I love you! I LOVE YOU!!! Shuck it!" He screamed and he knocked over a tube that was sitting on the wooden table beneath the light. I couldn't believe what I was hearing. 

"That's what you think?!" I found myself yelling as well, yelling at the boy I loved, yelling at the boy who loved me. " You- you- your the shuckiest shuck faced shuck there ever was! You think you can say things like that! I DO love you! I LOVE YOU!!!" at that I ran. I don't even remember where, it was all a blur, all I remember is running.