Friends With Benefits || Vkook

Chapter 25

A/N I know, long time no see, but here's a bit longer of an update! Things may or may not be getting even more dramatic soon... Anyways, I want to thank all of you for over 400 reads! Now, on with the story!

"I don't think I've ever seen any couple so hot and heavy in public, especially a gay couple!", a girl giggled as she walked down the hall with her friend.

"I know, I'm just happy Jungkook and Siwon worked things out", her friend smiled.

"True, I bet neither of them are virgins anymore", the first girl giggled. That was all Taehyung could hear before the girls were out of his earshot.

In the days following him kissing Jungkook, no one said anything to him at all. No one stared or made fun of him, they were just silent around him. He hated it so much. Jungkook, of course, hadn't talked to him at all. He hadn't even seen Jenny, and Lisa would just shake her head when she saw him. There were tons of people around him, it seemed, yet he was isolated. He didn't know how it could get worse.

That is, until he walked in on Jungkook and Siwon fucking in the bathroom.

He already had to watch them make out constantly, but he never wanted to walk in on... that. The two hadn't even noticed he was there, let alone made an effort to stop what they were doing. The only good thing was that they were in a stall, meaning Taehyung couldn't actually see them, only hear them.

And it sounded like Jungkook was having more fun with Siwon than him.

The thought made him want to crumble.

He had quickly ran out of the bathroom and had ran straight into Lisa. He grabbed her arm and dragger her to an empty classroom, closing the door behind them. He sat down at a desk and, for the first time, crumbled in front of another person other than Jungkook. He broke down in sobs.

"I-I wasn't l-lying when I s-said I love J-Jungkook", he sobbed, looking at Lisa," I love him m-more than anything"

"You were serious?", Lisa asked softly as she sat down on the desk as well, wrapping an arm around Taehyung.

"Yes, of course. H-He was my b-best friend. If I d-didn't feel that way, I w-wouldn't lie to hurt him", Taehyung cried, leaning his head on Lisa.

"Then why did you tell him you guys would never be anything more than friends?", she asked, stroking his hair.

"B-Because I freaked out. I was debating breaking up with Jenny for Jungkook, but I went against it because it was too new. I was afraid of what people would think a-and what they would do, especially to Jungkook. I fucked up, I know. When I realized that I fucked up and wanted to be with him more than anything, that I love him, I went to his dorm. When you two had came back there after he had been at my dorm, I was gonna tell him I want to be with him and that I love him. But, he threw me out instead...", Taehyung sniffled quietly.

"Oh my gosh, Taehyung, I had no idea", Lisa murmured. She felt bad about everything she had said now.

"I-It's not your fault. You didn't know", Taehyung sighed softly," I just want him to break up with Siwon and be with me. It's why I kissed him in front of everyone. I thought that it would show him how much more he means to me than my stupid reputation"

"Can I tell you the honest truth though?", Lisa asked.

"What is it?"

"I think he's actually moved on. I don't think he has feelings for you anymore hun", Lisa sighed softly.

"R-Really?", Taehyung asked, barely audible.

"I think you should move on too", she continued," Don't let yourself be miserable"

"I-I need to go. I'll be at my dorm", Taehyung sniffled, very very close to tears again. He quickly got up and left, leaving Lisa alone. She laid back on the desk, hoping to get in a nap before her next class, when the door opened again and in walked Jungkook.

"Hey Kookie, where have you been?", she asked, sitting up.

"Getting fucked in the bathroom", he responded, closing the door behind him.

"Oh... fun", Lisa chuckled.

"No, it's not", Jungkook sighed, sitting down beside Lisa.

"Oh?"

"He doesn't fuck me as good, Lisa", Jungkook murmured.

"As good as..?", Lisa asked before realizing he meant Taehyung," Oh"

"It doesn't feel as good or as right. I have to be overdramatic in the noises I make just to convince myself I'm having a good time", Jungkook pouted," It's not fair to him, cause he's good..."

"It's just not as right as with Taehyung", Lisa finished for him.

"Yeah, basically", he murmured," Have you ever wanted to be with someone so much, but you knew there were reasons you couldn't?"

"Oh yeah", Lisa chuckled before her face saddened.

"Who?", Jungkook asked, looking over at her.

"Jenny", Lisa breathed out after a moment of hesitation. Jungkook sat up straight.

"What?!", he asked, shocked.

"Do you remember that night soon after the party where Jenny and I had a sleepover?", Lisa asked.

"Yeah, of course", Jungkook giggled softly, remembering his and Taehyung's actions that night.

"Well, you weren't the only one who slept with their best friend that night..."

"You two what?!", he asked, shocked again.

"Jenny was upset about some things and I was there to comfort her. One thing led to another and we ended up sleeping together", Lisa said," That's why she's been so different, mean even. She stopped being my friend really soon after that night because it was 'too weird'. That's why I never talk to her anymore. She's mean because she's confused about her feelings, I understand. It's frustrating. Even though we don't talk anymore though, I still love her, I had for a while before we even slept together. She doesn't know how she feels still though"

"Oh wow. I'm sorry Lisa", Jungkook murmured. Lisa looked over at Jungkook, different from when she had previously been looking ahead.

"Kooks, do you still love Taehyung?"

"With all my heart", Jungkook sniffled, on the verge of tears," It took so much will-power to push him away when he kissed me because it just felt so right"

"Do you still want to be with Siwon even", Lisa asked, pulling Jungkook in for a hug.

"No, I'm miserable, all I want to do is go to Taehyung and apologize for everything and be with him", Jungkook cried.

"Then why don't you?", Lisa asked.

"Because, I'm not gonna be that easy", Jungkook said," I can't be. I need to him to know I meant everything I said"

"Why don't you at least break up with Siwon", she murmured," It's not fair to him"

"Because if I break up with him, I won't be able to stop myself from going to Taehyung", Jungkook sighed.

"I know Siwon still doesn't want you to be friends with Taehyung, but what if you became friends with him in secret in a way Siwon couldn't find out about?", Lisa asked.

"I don't know. Maybe...", Jungkook murmured," I'm just gonna go back to my dorm and lay down, I have a headache"

"Okay Kooks, I hope you feel better", Lisa said as Jungkook got up and walked towards the door.

"Thanks", Jungkook smiled softly before leaving. Lisa waited a few minutes before making a b-line to Taehyung's dorm. She knocked rapidly on the door.

"What?", Taehyung asked as he opened the door, a spoon and gallon of ice cream in his hand. 

"We need a plan", Lisa smiled. Taehyung knew immediately what she meant. 

A/N They done need da planz

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