14. - Rant

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*searches @/ynismyname
*chats own username

ynismyname: i think i'm going crazy

You paused for a second and saw the previous messages you've sent to your own username. The messages were sent two years ago and yet the memories are still fresh on your mind. You stared blankly at the only record clip you've found on your chatbox.

The sound of his voice silently sings in your ears and still, it was from that memory. You were hesitating whether you'll play it or not but you thought that you might go crazy once again. You're afraid that the bruise that is slowly treating itself might open again. You're afraid that it will bleed again. You don't want that to happen.

ynismyname: how will i ever stay at peace?
ynismyname: why did he messaged me? why after two years?
ynismyname: is it possible that he got children by now?

ynismyname: will talking to him...
ynismyname: will make my heart rest assured?

ynismyname: 😫😫😫

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