What you are about to read may be dark and it may be happy, I can not promise there will be an equal amount of both themes. Some pieces may be old and well thought out, others may be new or a spewed out paragraph of uncontrollable thoughts that make no sense.
I am advised to warn you that there may be some triggering things in here, I have had my fair share of struggles that I don't wish upon anyone. If you are struggling please seek help from someone, don't keep those treacherous thoughts to yourself. Don't let anyone tell you that what you feel or think is invalid, you have a right to think and feel as you please but if those feelings or thoughts plead you to harm yourself or others then please talk to someone.
This book, if that's what you want to call it, is just a place for me to share my tornado of thoughts and feelings other than to my therapist and friends. The world can be dark sometimes, I've come to realize this but that just gives more creation to my ever growing madness of thoughts. I'm probably sharing too much at this point so I'll leave you to your reading.
Remember,
you are valid
you are loved
and there is always light with darkness
Enjoy,
Ali❦