I'm not in the same state of mind I was before, I'm much more broken and slowly I keep finding more pieces chipping off but all I'm asking if for you to wait just a little longer. It's selfish, I know, to say that I don't want you to move on and to stay by my side but I can't help myself. I'm tired of being the second choice and you were the last person I thought would do this to me. So why is it that I'm here sitting alone in my room hoping, begging and dare I say even praying that it's me you choose? I can't force you to make the decision and that in the end, it's up to you....
.....but maybe I should tell you that if it's her you choose, then you lose me too.
-Ali❦
