Dear Luke ; muke

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Dear Luke

I'm alone. Calum's gone and Ashton's gone. You're gone.. my family hates me and the fans are sending me hate. I drove to Starbucks to try to get out of the house but immediately regretted it.

There was a group of fans. They were all fans of only you. They all started yelling and saying how it was my fault. They said we shouldn't be together anymore. I got home and cried. Fucking hate people. It was 15 new scars on my wrist. That's how many fans there were

I'm living off of coffee. I still don't eat either. There's no point when all I'm gonna do is throw it back up.

I miss you but you obviously don't miss me.

I guess that's okay. But the thing is

I miss you more than anything

- Michael