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by Rudemgc

by Rudemgc

Dear Luke

It's been 2 months since I last wrote in the journal. Everything has been bad. I've been to the hospital 3 times? It's all because I keep passing out. One time it was because of dehydration the others were because I don't eat food. I weigh 109 pounds.

I never realized it got that bad. So for the past 3 weeks I've been talking to a therapist and I'm some what starting to eat again. It's been hard for Calum and Ashton as well.

Not only did their friend tried to kill himself. But now they are worried about me. They think I'm gonna pass out one day and not wake up. I heard them crying about it earlier. I went downstairs and hugged them. I said 'everything's gonna be okay'

But will it?

-Michael