Reasons to date you

Let's rock this,baby

Emily

This is it. I'm gonna do it. Okay,I'm so gonna do it.

"Oh god,I can't do it." I turn around and walk back to my door with the flops flipping,but stopped when I know I'm gonna regret if I don't.

I turn back around,and sigh. "Hey,Ali." I knock the door. But no answer."Uhh. Listen,I...I know I probably asked you to go hangout with me a lot of times already...but I was wondering if you're in the mood to go grab coffee? With me?" Still no reply. It's like silence in there.

I push the door,it's not even entirely closed. I could easily get in! What if someone robbed her room? I gotta see if she's inside. "Ali? Are you..." I look around,it's empty. I look at the bed, a book peeping out of the pillow.

The same book I read before. Her diary. I don't wanna snoop in again,but it's so annoying I just have to see what she wrote.

It's just last night. Neat handwriting by the way.

Last night was a miracle. Specially when Emily is there. I never thought I'd find someone so wonderful,and beyond amazing. She always cares for me and asks me out to hang. But,it's like a date.  Or maybe it's me who only thinks that. She makes everything better,I wish I have the ability to make her know that I've a crush on her.

I close the book,completely shocked,but so didn't expect for that. For the...that Ali has a crush on me. All this time,I thought Ali is just a person that likes guys,I mean the way he talks to Toby is a way of how to argue but it's not like she would fall for me. But she does. I'm actually clueless right now.

Ali has feelings for me,and I never realised that. I just pushed her away and act like we are friends,brushing every thought of dating her,and keep believing that I don't love Ali. Maybe...I hurted her last night. Saying that to not a date. Maybe she was hoping it would be a date.

She acted so natural when I said it,but why didn't she at least tell me she likes me?

Of course,it's already proven. Hanna chose us both to be together,as couples but not as friends! That's what is was all about!

I thought the reason she wanted to do that was because she wants us to be best friends,but it was more than that. It's me who think it's not. I've hurted Ali,I need to go see her.

I dial her phone while walking down the halls,but she's not picking up. I forgotten that she left her phone back at the hotel.

Please pick up. Please! I need to talk to you!

Where could she be?

Of course! Hanna.

I dial her number next,and she picked up.

"Hey,Han is Ali with you?"

"Yeah. What's up?"

"I need her. I-I need to talk to her. Can you hand over-"

"Yup. Got it. Here,Ali she wants to talk to you."

"Ali?"

"Hey,what's the matter? You sound worried."

"Yeah,I am...I gotta talk to you. I wanna hear your voice to see if you're okay..."

"Why wouldn't I be? Of course I'm okay."

"I'm sorry I'm just being a creep. I was so worried about you."

"You were...? Why?"

"Can I meet you? I want to talk in person."