It's been 2 months since TWICE became our neighbors. And ever since they moved in, they never stopped visiting us. Well mostly me saying that they wanna help me be my old self again. We even got into an argument 2 weeks after they moved in cause I kept telling them to just stop but they just won't give up. Since then, I got close to the members but it never helped me to be the old Y/N once again.
But this tall Yoda never stopped doing such sweet antics towards me. She just never gives up. I don't wanna assume anything since her unnies are also doing the same towards me. They would always come by to see how I was doing, inviting me to sleepovers and such. I got closer to Jeongyeon noona and Chaeyoung though. Also to Jihyo noona who would take care of me as if I'm her child. Talk about being a leader mom. 😂
These past few days, I'm having these thoughts about Tzuyu that I never had. NOT IN A BAD WAY, OKAY!? I would always get dazzled by her side profile, her beauty everytime I see her. Everytime she sees me doing that, I would suddenly be a blushing mess. The noonas are just laughing at it though which wasn't helping at all!
They teased me that maybe I'm already falling for her but I keep denying it. What if I am? Should I take the risk? I mean she's been doing everything she possibly can just to see me smile again. Aish! Chou Tzuyu why the hell are you doing this to me?!
"Y/N~" Tzuyu called for me while we're watching some romcom movie. I didn't focus much on the movie since I'm not interested at this kind of things. My thoughts are clouded.
"What?" I looked at her lifelessly.
"Ouch. What's with the monotone voice?" She pouted and I cringe.
"What do you want?" I asked, a bit of annoyance completely obvious in my voice and I saw Tzuyu flinched a bit, making me guilty.
"N-Nevermind. I... I'm gonna go for a walk." She looked away and stood up, grabbing her jacket, cap and mask headed to the door.
"Tzu—" before I can even call her name, she already shut the door behind her.
I sighed and I heard the movie being paused. I turned to see 8 pairs of glaring eyes shooting at me.
"W-Wha— ouch!! That was totally uncalled for!!" I whined when Jihyo noona flicked my forehead roughly.
"Idiot. You just made Tzuyu cry." She glared.
"Eh? Tzuyu? Cry? Pfft. Yeah, right. Tzuyu never cries." I tried joking my way out.
"She never does until you just made her." Nayeon noona.
"Go after her, Y/N/N. It's late and it's not safe." Mina noona said and pat my head not before she flicked my forehead too.
"Why do you gays love flicking my forehead so much!?" I groaned.
"It's because you're too fucking dense, Y/N. Tzuyu is doing everything she can just to make you smile again. Ever since we got here, you never smiled. In other words, Tzuyu like you, you pabo." Sana noona said. Eh? Tzuyu does? Sure?
"I never asked anyone to do that especially her! I stopped smiling ever since my dad died!" I'm getting annoyed already.
"You never did but she did it voluntarily cause she wants to!" -Jihyo noona
"If your dad was still alive I'm sure he—"
"If my dad was still alive then things would've been hella different! If he was still alive I won't be suffering this kind of shit! If he was still alive then I wouldn't be blaming myself about anything! You guys would never understand! I wouldn't be crying myself to sleep every night just because I still can't bear losing him. He died and I'm still alive. I should've just died along with him." I can feel the tears forming in my eyes but I fought it back.
