So... Hi. It's over. And im sad.
I mean, i knew it was gonna happen, but i just didn't know i was gonna end it like that. I wanted someone dead, no doubt about that. I just didn't know i was gonna... you know... do it like that ....
*chokes on a sob*
*lowkey wanted Jimin to die*
But yeah
So i just wanted you to know that if you're reading this, thank you for being here until the end. Im not sure if i want to go back and edit some of the chapters from the beginning, but I'll see as time goes on. But I do know that I might be posting some filler chapters covering the following concepts:
*coughs formally*
•How Jimin got pneumothorax
•How Jungkook became paralyzed
•How Yoongi and Jungkook met before Jungkook became paralyzed
•What happens to Namjoon coz shame we've gotta give him a story fam:")
•What could have happened if some things didn't happen
•etc (coz I'm too lazy and depressed to type it all out )Oh and also, I figured I also owe y'all a smut chapter coz of that disgrace of a chapter earlier on in the book. But I shall see....................
So back to the actual point:
This fanfic was a fragment of my imagination since my November exams in 2018, but it only became real on Christmas Day that year. Since then, ive had some battles and some doubts. But there have also been people--my people:")--who have helped my and encouraged me to keep writing.
Im not sure if any of you can remember, but there was also a time when i was struggling with the chapter order because Wattpad decided to be a bitch and delete my book. But honestly, i don't think id have been able to handle that episode without Pxppy_19xxx, my receptionist/floaty/the Hoseok to my Yoongi, coz we Sope like that gurl:") You really did all the behind the scenes work for me and i honestly believe your name should be on this book's cover as much as mine. But thank you for always being open to helping me when i felt like crap. I love you.
Also, to rome_o1825 for the cover and for gallons and gallons of support. Even though you ain't an ARMY(yet:)))) and you hate fanfics of all kinds(????), you still read mine. Idk how. (Im serious guys, she has a Reading List of my fanfics called "The Only Fanfics I'll Ever Read". Someone call an ambulance. I busted a lung:") So thank you, thank you, and a million times, thank you. I can't even say it enough. Im always more than grateful to have your constant support.
Also, to AnushkaJones8 for being that one person to remind me that it was my fault that i wrecked her strong love for Yoonmin because of Yoonkook in this FF. She really went through a crisis at the time. She even did her book review for school on it. Like my heart please. But i just wanted you to know, my Namjin Sister from the same misters, that even though you're miles and miles and miles away, at the opposite end of the country, that distance never really got between us and the love amount of love i have for you. And that's kinda one of the messages ive been trying to get across in the ff^^ So AnKa, my dear sister, i love you to bits. With all my heart. And as much as the amount of distance between us. Thank you.
And my Jiminie, yoonmintyy. Even though you're at another school now and you're growing up without your Eomma, I hope you know that I'm still get steering you on, darling. Thank you for adding to the list of people who hated me for almost killing Yoongi, but he's alive now so you're gonna have to hate me for something else sis. I love you so much. Thank you for growing up with me and not apart from me, regardless of our distance.
And if BTS could read this, id just like to say thank you to them too for basically being the soundtrack to whenever i wrote a chapter. Like i swear, i cant remember not listening to them while writing. It seriously became fuel for my thumbs(since i typed this whole ff from from my phone:") Honestly, through listening to Dionysis, i became a beast. But just for being the amazing people they are, i dont think i could thank them enough. I might start crying if i go on about how much i love them all. I swear i could spend all night doing a person-by-person analysis of why i love each of them individually. But i think this sums it up:
Speaking of, thank you to the owners of the memes throughout the book, and the owners of memes in general. Memes are definitely the best form of medication. Take that from the sick author herself.
:)
And also some other tags id like to take note of:
So like, i feel like you guys are really important, because even though i dont have many followers and even though the amount of reads for this book is still growing (but im MORE THAN GREATFUL for the over 1k rn. Thanks guys♡♡♡), i truly believe that you guys should also be thanked for reading and voting along. Your comments always made my day and always gave me a reason to keep posting. It actually felt like i had a mini-fanbase if you know what im saying ^_^° So i think you guys should be thanked as well for helping me keep this book going, even though you might not know how much you helped me. So thank you so much♡♡♡♡♡
I feel like im sounding really depro and all, so i think i should tell you that this isnt the end of AJK_127. Im hoping to start a Namjin or a Taekook or a Jikook fanfic soon(yes i have options waiting><) coz they're drafted and such and ive already got covers for them. So if school allows, im hoping to start one of those options soon so that i dont suffer from writing withdrawal. Please support! ㅜ.ㅜ♡
Okay, so now im definitely gonna get depro, but i have to get this across: As a final note, I've been trying to engage some serious issues in my works lately, where it's for Wattpad or for school, and I was daring enough to highlight issues related to suicide, abuse as well as clinical depression. Please know that none of the mentioned above is a joke, but that there are people in this world who can make things better his by a simple "how are you?" text or a "I hope you're doing okay". After knowing people going through some of those issues, I get it. 100% i do. So please--PLEASE--if you know someone who's going through a hard time or if you find yourself as a victim of abuse, please speak out. No matter where you are in the world, there's always help.
But for now, it's time to say my official goodbyes. I will try and pop in when i feel like ive got an idea or if i feel like filler chapters need to be posted. But as for now, I love all of you. And thank you, thank you, and an infinite times more thank you for joining me on this journey through Clinically In Love.
Stay well, my lovelies.
And as always, remember:
~☆YOU NICE KEEP GOING☆~
Yours until the end,
--AJK_127
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