I personally think love is a strong word.
I don't think it deserves to be thrown out there like it is something you can give away at any given moment, because I truly think that if you throw it out there enough you won't have more love to give. I know that's weird. Trust me, I know!
I don't consider my 'brain normal' I've never told a guy that I've dated in the past that I love them. Not once. I've even broken up with a guy because he's told me he's loved me, I guess I don't like commitment. It's not that I won't be loyal to you if we date. But I don't like the idea of being tied down to 1 person my whole life...
I would rather do my own thing and have fun. Sometimes I wish that I could be like other girls my own age and be "in love" but I just can't open up to people so easily, and it is definitely one of my biggest flaws and I hate it so much! I wish that my world could involve someone that I consider my world. But I can't.
