We've been friends since the 1st day of freshman year. We met on the school bus....
I know how cliche this sounds but I've had a crush on you since that day! But you already know that, you've also told me that you also liked me and even went as far as asking me out which I regretfully turned you down.
I keep wondering if what would've happen if we did date, would I have stayed in Louisiana for you ? Would you have still moved to Missouri?
I know that I've said that I don't believe in love and I don't but I do love you.
And i have told you that, so it shouldn't ever shock you, if you ever read this!
I don't know where we'll be in the next few years or if either of us will be single or even if our lives will be stable enough to try something, but I hope that if we see each other again that we can give it a try.
I miss you a lot! That's kinda crazy for me to even think about because when I picture my future, I've always thought of me in a loft or even traveling , single. But then you swoop in and start talking to me again out of the blue and what I see for the future changes, I can picture us in a house with a dog and even (I hate to say this) but a child which is funny because we both don't want kids.
I don't know if I'll ever have the guts to post this... so if you're reading this you're lucky.
