First off i just wanna disappear but not to runaway from my problems like everyone thinks. i just want to find myself and figure out what i want to do the rest of my life, i don't want to be like everyone else and dread going to work, i would like to be happy, and i don't even care how much the job pays, if i'm happy then that's all that matters to me.
you see all these people who complain about their lives and who are struggling and i just want to figure out what i wanna do before i settle!!! I don't want to be like everyone else, i don't want kids at-least not right now, and i don't want to get a house, and i don't want to get a job that i hate just because it pays good!!! if i have to live i would like to live MY life MY WAY!!!!!! i hate that people feel the need to comment on the way im living because it's not their preferred way.... like does that make sense?
i thought maybe this feeling would disappear after awhile but I've felt this way since i graduated. i know that growing up means you're going to go through changes but it feels like it's dragging me down.
