Spider-Man | seaycee |

E I G H T E E N

Sorry.

Sean's POV.

"Mr Stark, just please listen."

"No Sean. You've done enough"

I look at his iron man suit as I sit there. "C'mon, I nearly had those stupid Asgardians but I-."

"You failed. Look kid, don't be involved with things you shouldn't. You might think that you can take the Asgardians, but they have an army Sean. One day, you won't be so lucky" he says and I sigh.

"Thanks for being here" I say as I look down.

"Oh I'm not."

I look up and see no one in the iron man mask. "I'm back in India." He says and I slowly nod. "Look kid, stay in that grey area I told you about." He says and I sigh. "What's the grey area?" He asks me again and I sigh. "I can't do the stuff you would do, and the stuff you wouldn't. Only the tiny area in the middle" I sigh as I look down.

"Good job kid. Now go home." He says before flying away.

I stare down at the city from the tall building. Putting my mask back on as I swing through, not feeling like looking out for the little guys for the rest of the night.

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Asgardians. Again.

I followed the asgardians onto a large ferry.

That wasn't such a good idea.

Now I'm holding on with all my strength as I shoot a web to each of the strong points of the ship, tying them up in the middle. Hoping it would hold.

Did they really have to punch the down on the ferry making it crack in half?

The webs break.

As I swing to the middle of the ferry, webbing the two sides as I hold them together. I groan in pain. I pull them together, feeling like the ferry is going to rip me in half before I feel the webs get loose and both sides of the ship coming back together.

"What?" I mumble as I hop down, widening my eyes when I look through the window.

"Hi spiderman"

I stare at the iron man suit as he pushes the boat up.

"Band practice huh?" He asks. I sigh at the pathetic excuse I gave him earlier when I said I wasn't going around looking for Asgardians.

I watch as the boat is back together, the iron man suit patching up the bottom split of the boat as I follow behind quickly. Watching as he mends all the stuff together quickly.

"Uh Mr Stark?! Hey Mr Stark can I do anything! What do you want me to do!" I shout as he flies around.

"I think you've done enough"

He says before flying off.

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I find myself on the top of a building, mask off as I look down. Seeing them take the people off the ferry. Suddenly hearing the iron man suit.

"Previously on Sean screws up, I told you to stay away from this, instead you hack into a multi million dollar suit so you could sneak around behind my back, doing the one thing I told you not to do."

I look to the side before looking down.

"Is everyone okay?" I ask quietly as I hear a small break in my voice. "No thanks to you" he replies and I look at him. "No thanks to me?" I ask as I turn around and hop of the edge, facing him. "Those asgardians were out there roaming around trying to take, your daughter. I tried to tell you more about it but you didn't listen. None of this would've happened if you had just listened to me!" I shout and feel my voice break as his iron man suit lands on the rooftop.

"If you even cared you'd actually be here" I chuckle, his iron man suit opening up to reveal him. "I did listen kid. Who do you think called Thor when I told him the asgardians were back? Do you know I was the only one who believed in you when everyone else said I was crazy to recruit a 15 year old kid?"

"I'm 16"

"No this is where you zip it! The adult is talking!" He shouts as he walks closer, making me step back. "What if somebody had died tonight? Different story right cause that's on you."

"And if you died, I feel like that's on me."

"I don't need that on my conscience."

"Yes sir I'm sorry I-."

"Sorry doesn't cut it" He says and I stare at him, feeling disappointed in myself. "I understand. I just wanted to be like you" I say truthfully as I look at him, him looking away before staring back at me.

"And I wanted you to be better"

"Okay it's not working out, I'm gonna need the suit back" my eyes widen as I look at him. "For how long?" I ask and he sighs. "Forever."

"No no no no please you have to understand-. I'm nothing without this suit!" I beg as I feel myself break. "If your nothing without the suit, then you shouldn't have it, okay? Gosh I sound like my dad" he sighs and I look down.

"I don't have any other clothes"

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I look down at my boxers and shirt that says "I survived my trip to New York" as I walk down the hallway. Knocking on my apartment door. Aunt May opens as she looks at me, leaving the door open before walking to the kitchen. I slowly close the door as I follow her, seeing her angry.

"I've been calling you all day. You didn't answer your phone. You can't do that, you can't do that. And this ferry thing happened? I've called 5 police stations, 5. I called 5 of your friends I called Neds mother I ca-."

"May I'm fine. I'm okay. Honestly just relax I'm fine."

She stands up from her chair and turns around to me.

"Cut the bullshit. I know you left detention. I know you left the trip at the Washington Monument. I know you sneak out of this house every night. That's not fine."

I look down feeling like my life wants to rip me in pieces all over again.

"Sean you have to tell me what's going on. Just lay it out, it's just me and you."

"I lost the stark internship"

I sit down on a chair as I feel heavy, my bones weighing me down more then ever, my life ripping apart so quickly. "What?" She asks and I sigh. "Yea." I mumble. "What happened?" She asks.

"You know, I.. I just thought I could work really hard and he would, he would, you know and I screwed it up." I stutter as my head falls into my hands. "It's okay it's okay it's okay" May comforts me as I feel like crying.

I messed everything up.

And I hate myself for it.

This got depressing sooner than I wanted it too