Signed to the streets

Deep

3 months later

Tatiana

It's this thing called love the definition to love is an intense feeling of deep affection for someone... I really don't know what love feels like nor I never seen true love before when my mother was alive her and my father didn't have a close relationship but they loved each other... I'm scared to fall in love wit anybody I seen when my grandparents got a divorce and I seen when my mom passed... it's not fun to see when your loved ones are hurting.... i really like durk but it's just I don't wanna put my feelings involved or I don't wanna get attached and something happens... durk and I been spending a lot of time together lately he's moving pretty fast but I'm just trying to make sure he don't hurt me because he's a player and I'm not the one to be played wit... my love is unconditional and when I love I love hard 🧱 . Right now I'm out taking tiana out for ice cream since we don't hangout as much since I been wit durk and by me working.

"What flavor you getting sissy" I asked tiana walking in the ice cream parlor

"Vanilla" she said back

"So plan" I said back smiling

"What flavor you getting" she asked me

"Oh I'm thinking about strawberry cheesecake" I told her

"Ou I want that flavor too" tiana said smiling

"Ok" I said back looking at my phone cause I got a text from durk

Durkioooo💙😩- wyd baby

Me- at rolled ice cream factory wit my little sister

Durkioooo💙😩- without me? 😤😲

Me- you wanna meet us at the park?

Durkioooo💙😩- I'm out wit the boys

Me- leaves him on read

"Sissy tell the lady what we want" tiana said cause it was our turn in line

"Hi what can I get for you" she asked me

"Can I get two cups of your strawberry cheesecake ice cream" I told the lady

"Sure thing your total is $10.20" she said looking at me

"Ok" I said going through my purse trying to find my wallet

"Here you go" I said handing her a 20

Then my phone started ringing I grabbed my change from the lady and put it back in my wallet then I answered my phone

"Hello" I answered

"So you leaving me on read now" durk asked me

"I had something to do" I spat

"Whatever mane.. I wanna see you pull up" he told me

"I have tiana wit me" I told him

"So man.. I wanna see you it seem like you been avoiding me" he spat

"I'm not avoiding you! I just..

"Man I already told you I'm not gone hurt you man damn like you not even giving me a chance" he spat cutting me off

"So is you coming or what" he spat

"Yeah" I said puffin

"Ouu look how she make ur ice cream" tiana said pulling my arm

"Ima call you back ok" I told durk

"Whatever" he said then hung up

"Ouu What look good" I told tiana