DESPERATE 💔

chapter 8

~ History repeated itself again
But nobody expected it to turn out, this way ~

It's been two years since the day I first met Chris .

Life is fine right now .

I'm one of the straight A's students of the class ..I have a couple of "so called friends " nobody real honestly .

Well then comes the entry of
"Scarlett " fierce as her name suggests
She was almost like a ray of hope in my dark world .

She was a new student at class . I was the first person she tried to talk to
and well we became pretty close in just a few weeks .

I was an open book to her.

She understood my sensitivity .

She was a very easy going person, you can never expect her to judge you.

About 6 months later

Well , happiness doesn't last forever, does it ?

Eventually Chris developed feelings for Scarlett.

They were genuine , really genuine not like those feelings which he had for other girls he dated for fun

I asked Scarlett what she thought of him ,

Scarlett: "Rose , I love you , you are my bestfriend and will forever be but , Chris he made me feel complete again, after what happened with my ex ..he made me feel wanted . I hope u understand i really don't wanna hurt you.

Me : "Yeah I totally get it , I can't force him to love me , if you both are happy so be it . "

After about a week , Chris and Scarlett started dating .
I didn't want to cry but I couldn't help myself , Imagine seeing them outside the class everyday .

Giggling at each other .

It was like a pain in my heart that won't go away .

They all warned me about Scarlett,
E

ven Camila did , and so did my other so called " friends".

But is she really the bad one ? Falling in love ain't a crime.
She did nothing wrong.

I am to blame, my stupid actions are to blame.

I don't regret becoming friends with her, she showed me the reality of the world, her actions weren't selfish, mine were.

Just after two days .

Scarlett: "Hey Rose, should I break up with Chris? I didn't realise how much this hurt you. "

Rose: " No, don't. You both are happy together , I'm happy for you "

Scarlett: "well if you are so sure "

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I hope my pain is worth it. I hope for them the happiness , I'll never get.