I hate depression,
Sometimes it just hits me again,
When I think I am over it,
It just comes back at me like a train,
And the feeling is worse,
You just feel empty like nothing matters anymore,
U don't smile the same,
U feel like there is no one who gives a fuck if u died,
U feel just like your all alone,
And everytime it hits me it is eating me from the inside,
I am just going empty again,
And nothing will help me out of it,
Maybe it is just better to stay in it,
Because I don't want to feel anymore,
I just want to disappear,
And to be all alone again.
