Writing words on my skin,
Stepping closer to insane,
These four letters calling out for me,
To feel anything but pain,
Painting words on my wall,
Feeling helpless to my fears,
My eyes a sapphire crystal,
As I let free my tears,
But I wasn't always like this,
With thoughts of ways to die,
I once had a heart so pure as gold and innocent like flowers,
I had a happy things in my mind,
But a moment came along so quick,
I almost didn't see,
Where hatred filled my empty glass,
And dropped me through the rain on my knees,
And dare to say I look for attention,
I will laugh right in your face,
Cause a girl like me has no desires,
To hear a word you say.
