I think I am falling again,
Down the long spiral stairs,
All the way down too hell,
Now I am starting at the begining again,
Feeling all the emotions again I thought I left behind,
All the sad memories coming back,
I can't seem too feel my happiness anymore,
My anchor is not helping anymore,
Slowly losing control over myself
I want to not feel anymore,
I want to feel happy,
I want to go up too heaven,
But I am stuck,
And doomed too rot in hell,
