I miss you...
The three words that describe my life now,
I miss how we used to be,
We knew eachother,
But it looks like we drifted apart,
Like u don't want to know me anymore,
And we have been a big role in eachother lives,
And now what I heard is that you changed,
U were never like this,
U started ignoring me,
And now u don't want to school anymore,
What happend too us,
We were those happy children who couldn't live without eachother,
And now u don't know me and I don't know who you are,
You know how bad you make me feel,
How you let me doubt about myself,
The same question repeats in my head over and over again,
Did I do something wrong?
You were the only person I know in my family who I could trust,
That you would never judge me,
My vision changed and I don't know what I need to do with you,
Do I need to let you go or do I need to keep fighting?
I know your life sucks right now,
But I have been longer in it then you know,
I wanted to tell you about my depression and anxiety,
But you were the one who almost let me go back to cutting again,
Because you don't want to talk to me,
And now I am back where I started again the same three words,
I miss you....
