Love is a sickness [Clarktavia]

A lifeless choice

Octavia:
   Later in the night after dinner Clarke and I both took our medications and we went infor bed like Bellamy said to. I started feeling sick but I decided to ignore it. It was nothing new. We both laid down in my queen sized bed and I laid up close to Clarke. I felt my eyes heavy but I was talking with Clarke so I didn’t want to go to sleep. We continued talking for a while.

Clarke:
    Octavia fell asleep mid conversation and I just ran my fingers in her hair as she slept. I eventually dozed off myself worrying about Octavia.
In the morning, Octavia and I got ready for school and headed in. Bellamy dropped us off and we retrieved our schedules from the office. We had the same schedule! Octavia and I both went to first period...math. As we were sitting in the room I noticed that Octavia was incredibly tired and she was pale. I whispered to her “Hey O...you feeling okay? Do you want to go to the nurse?” The teacher shushed us and Octavia nodded. I sighed and looked forward. Something was wrong.
   
Octavia:
   Through math I felt like I was going to vomit and it only got worse as we got through school. During 7th period, art I put my head down on the desk and just took deep breaths to keep myself from vomiting.
      I felt a hand touch my shoulder and I jolted awake. I didn’t even realize I had fallen asleep. “The period is almost over O.” Clarke said. I nodded and got my stuff together. After school ended, Bellamy picked us up and drove home. I ended up passing out in the car.
    
Clarke:
   I looked over worriedly at Octavia who was asleep leaning against the car door. We pulled into the driveway and Bellamy got out. I shook Octavia and she didn’t wake up. Bellamy opened the door on my side. “She’s out cold.” I said looking from Bellamy to Octavia. Bellamy nodded and picked Octavia up off the seat. He carried her into the house and laid her on the couch. Octavia didn’t move a muscle. I knew something was wrong but I didn’t want to say anything. Octavia didn’t want to go back to the hospital. I just sighed and turned on the TV. I watched TV for an hour before Octavia woke up. She groaned and Bellamy looked over. “Are you Okay O?” He asked. Octavia shot and and said “Yeah I’m fine!” Bellamy nodded. Night came along and I made a decision. I was going to stop taking my medication to make myself worse. Octavia needed the hospital but she didn’t want to be there without me.