Embrace Yourself Jibun o dakishimeru/Dangsin jasin-eul poyonghada

LEVEL 5

There's some hobi while i muster up the courage for this chapter. before reading: You all are perfect don't change a thing. this is not to hate on bts or point out their flaws. I don't want to do this chapter but I know it will reveal many things, & move my story along. Everyone faces trials & its important to have someone watching over you, whether they are hearing your issues or talking it out. If you are suffering from suicidal thoughts, talk to people who can understand & call "1-800-273-8255" the suicide hotline. once again, i will hate this as much as you so please don't hate me for this. I know you are all perfect.

They woke up, ate, & embarked on their travel. They entered a room of mirrors. Suddenly, walls came up & everyone was separated. Then, the challenge began. (once again i don't like this so i am so sorry if i hit any triggering points, you know its bad when there are no nicknames, please play any song you want when reading this to kinda take away the pain. Like this song)

 They woke up, ate, & embarked on their travel. They entered a room of mirrors. Suddenly, walls came up & everyone was separated. Then, the challenge began. (once again i don't like this so i am so sorry if i hit any triggering points, you know it's bad when there are no nicknames, please play any song you want when reading this to kinda take away the pain. Like this song). Taehyung went first, unknownst to him, Jungkook & Jimin (because of how close they are) were watching, with gags on so they can't speak. Taehyung's mirror glared at him, making him very scared. "YOU KNOW YOUR NOTHING RIGHT?" Boomed his reflection. "You are just a pile of dirt, that is why they didn't show anything concerning you until you debuted. Your too childish, grow up already. (Tae please stay forever young I love you so much the way you are) You know why you have these friends? Because they pity you. They hate you & your antics. You will never be good enough. Your fat & ugly." Taehyung collapsed & started to sob. Then, something Seokjin told him gave him strength. Seokjin said, "We are BTS, without even 1 member, we are not complete. You are our family. Plus you get us all kinds of free food with your cute face." So, Taehyung stood. He shouted at his reflection, "YOU KNOW NOTHING! I HAVE WORKED HARD TO BE WHERE I AM. I THINK I'M CUTE CAUSE I SCORE FREE FOOD FROM AL THE NOONAS. MY CHILDISH PLEASE, I CAN WRITE A CYPHER & I WILL JUST YOU WAIT! MY FRIENDS LOVE ME & I LOVE THEM. SO, SHUT UP BECAUSE YOUR WRONG!" Then the mirror changed to his grandmother & said, "You've done well. Never change because I love you." Taehyung cried because he knew those were true.

After that he saw Jimin facing a mirror. He could already hear Nico muttering "It's not true, we love you. Your perfect. Don't change." He could already tell what was going on with him. Suddenly, Jimin shouted, "I do love her you don't know me! I know I have my flaws, but I'm human. You aren't real so please stop." He passed his challenge.

Now across the way was Nico, Jimin & Yoongi were transported there & gagged(I don't know anything about the parents this is all fictional). Nico's reflection wasn't her age but a couple years older & covered in blood. "You know," started off her 'future' self, "You were never loved. That is why your brother left you. Your best friend hates you but keeps you around because she needs to stay sane. Your nothing but a merciless weapon. That's why your parents gave birth to you. To kill. Those 7 new guys, they hate you. Why else would you be here. Your fans hate you, they wish you would kill yourself & you know it. Just die already." Nico just collapsed & cried. She just got her biggest insecurities pointed out to her. She felt lost & alone. From behind an invisible wall Jimin remembered something Jin had said to him, "You bring light to others, my shining face isn't always enough." So he ripped off the gag & shouted out, "NICO WE LOVE YOU. YOU ARE NOT A KILLER. YOU HAVE A WONDERFUL VOICE & I WOULDN'T CHANGE A THING ABOUT YOU. YOUR BEAUTIFUL." She looked over & then nodded at him. Looking at her reflection she finally mustered up the courage to stand up for herself. "I think you are wrong. My name is Nicholas Min Cohen. Someone loves me. I may not be the perfect kid, but who is? I don't need you to put me down." She passed. But Yoongi got stabbed by something before he could go & hug his sister.

Now it is Namjoon's turn. "Your imperfect, ugly, & nobody loves you. Seokjin doesn't even like you. You disappointed your parents." Seokjin was watching & insintaly shouted, "That's wrong I love you." Seokjin also had to deal with the same thing & Namjoon responded the same way. (I know they are getting shorter but I really don't like writing this.) (I'm gonna skip Jungkook because I feel really guilty about doing Yoongi's.) Hoseok couldn't even face his mirror, he just died from the depressing vibes. But he came back for Yoongi's, who was back from the dead. "You shouldn't have done all that stuff," said Yoongi's look-alike. "Your sister believed in you, she accepted you. But you left her. How would Hoseok see you know? He wouldn't love a monster." But Hoseok came up to Yoongi & said, "Yoongi, I will always love you. Now let's get out of here. Yeah?" So all 8 members left the mirror room. No one talked about what happened, but they ate their lunch, knowing they would talk about it all later.

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