For the One I lost and Might Never Get Back//Yoonjin (Completed)

Deep Breath

He put the letter down on the tall boardwalk and stepped towards the ledge. Seokjin took a deep breath as he let gravity take control. He smiled at the thought of being reunited with his love that he plans to never lose again. He let his arms loose as he felt air pass by him. Memories of his life flashed before his eyes as the final fight between him and Yoongi hit him.

Seokjin turned to the door as Yoongi burst through. He walked over to his tired fiance and sat next to him on the couch. "Baby are you okay?" Yoongi looked at him and rolled his eyes, "Peachy." Seokjin sat up and turned towards Yoongi, "What happened?" Again, Yoongi rolled his eyes, "Nothing." "It doesn't sound like nothing Yoon." Yoongi sighed before facing Seokjin. "If I wanted to talk about it then I would have." With that Yoongi got up off of the couch and stomped over to his room, slamming the door behind him, leaving a confused and upset Seokjin behind. Water formed in Seokjin's eyes as he got up to go make dinner. Yoongi had never snapped at him, not once has he in the past fifteen years. A pout was present on his lips as he turned the stove on and put a pan on it. He was getting something from the fridge when he heard the door open. He looked over and saw Yoongi with a backpack. "Where are you going?" Yoongi looked at him, unamused, "Out." Seokjin looked down, "I'm worried about you. Why are you being like this?" "What do you mean?" Seokjin looked up at Yoongi. His face was expressionless and he looked like he was done with him. "You're never like this Yoongi. You're normally really sweet and cuddly when you come home. Why are you snapping at me and leaving this late?" Seokjin's voice was slightly raised but you could hear the hurt behind his voice as it cracked ever so slightly. "I told you that nothing was wrong, so drop it," Yoongi said with a stern voice. Seokjin looked into Yoongi's stone-cold eyes and felt a piece of his heart break. Yoongi's face softened for a split second before it returned. "I'll be back in a few hours," he said as he headed towards the door. Seokjin looked at the clock, 12:15, "Where are you going?" "Out, I already told you." "Please don't leave, I'm sorry." Yoongi looked back at him and rolled his eyes, "Just fuck off, I said I'll be back." The bag of vegetables that were in Seokjin's hand dropped to the floor. Did he just curse at him? Tears welled in his eyes as Yoongi's harsh words sunk into his skin. "A-alright. I love you," Seokjin said as his voice cracked. "Yeah," Yoongi said as he walked out of their house. Seokjin's legs gave out on him as his knees hit the ground. What was going on? Tears fell from Seokjin's eyes, staining his cheeks. He turned off the stove and kept his apron on as he made his way over to their couch. He sat down in Yoongi's spot and waited. He waited for hours and hours for Yoongi to return. It was light outside when he heard his phone ring. It was an unknown number. "Hello?" "Hi, are you Kim Seokjin?" "Um yeah, why?" "Min Yoongi was found in an alleyway a few minutes ago with cuts all over his arms and a bullet in his head. Can you come down to Seoul Hospital please?" Seokjin's heart dropped as he tried his best to wrap his head around what was going on. "O-okay," he said before hanging up and running out of the door. As he got to the hospital he ran straight to what he assumed was Yoongi's room and waited. When the doctor came out, Seokjin's eyes were red and swollen. "How is he? Is he doing alright?" Seokjin bombarded the doctor with questions but he only got a sympathetic look from him in return. "I'm afraid that we came too late. He seemed to have shot himself at around 12:45 am and he died at around 12:46 am. There was nothing that we could do. I'm really sorry." Once again, he crashed on his knees. His whole world was gone and out of reach. The one thing that he had left in this world was gone. He couldn't even save him. Maybe he was the cause of the love of his life killing himself and he never would have known. Maybe their fight was the last straw.

And he closed his eyes as his body hit the water, becoming lifeless. He was now with Yoongi and he will always stay with Yoongi. Because he can't lose him when the two are dead.