The time I was in love with him now I'm married to him.

Part 18: Protecting What's Mine (Part 3).

[Still] ~ Tae's Pov:

As these thoughts leave my mind I lay next to her in our bed and I hold her close to me not letting her go.

But as I'm laying next to her she has both of her hands over her face which tells me something is wrong.

As I see her like this I kiss her softly on her forehead maybe this will get her to look at me and tell me what's wrong.

But as I kiss her on her forhead she still has her hands over her face which tells me I need to talk to her.

Because obviously something is wrong and knowing that something is wrong worries me.

Because she has been through so much which is upsetting because she doesn't deserve the bad things that has happened to her.

She doesn't even deserve me but she loves me so much that she would do anything to protect me.

She honestly deserves the world and to be loved she doesn't deserve all the hell that she has been through.

While these things go through my mind I clear my mind and put everything behind me.

So I can figure out what's going on with her.

As I'm laying beside her and she's in my arms I gently take my hands and try my best to remove her hands from her face.

Once I do this it doesn't take much to remove her hands from her face.

Because no sooner she feels my touch she instantly removes her hands from her face.

But as this is happening she looks at me with big crocodile tears in her sad eyes and they are running down her cheeks.

As I see these crocodile tears leave her sad eyes I take my hands and place them on her face gently wiping them away.

Tae: "Baby what's wrong? Please tell me."

Once I say this she slides closer to me and hides her face in my chest once again not saying a word to me.

Tae: "Baby please talk to me what's going on?"

Once I say this she looks at me but her eyes are still filled with tears which tells me something is really wrong if she's crying this much.

Me: "What about our wedding?"

Tae: "What about it Baby?"

Me: "My face I can't get married looking like this.."

Tae: "Why does it matter so much?"

Me: "Because I'm suppose to look beautiful on my big day and now that my face is messed up I will look like an ugly mess."

Tae: "That's not true baby you are going to look beautiful because no matter what happpens you will always be beautiful to me and nothing or no one in this world will ever change that."

Me: "You really think so?"

Tae: "Yes baby you are beautiful don't ever put yourself down and say you are an ugly mess because you are beautiful inside and out."