The time I was in love with him now I'm married to him.

Part 32: Alone (Part 3).

~The Next Day~

[Sun. August 19th 2018]

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[Still] ~ My Pov:

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~My Conversation with My Fiance~

Me: "I wish I was in your arms too that's honestly all I want right now."

Once I say this I'm trying my hardest to hold my tears back.

Because I don't want him to know that I'm crying.

Tae: "I can't wait for this to be over so I can be with you which is where I should be I don't like leaving you alone especially since I know you need me."

Me: "I can't wait for you to come back because I do need you but I'll be fine."

Tae: "How are you fine when your not because you're obviously upset and miss me?"

Me: "Because I don't want my emotions to get in the way of your fun."

Tae: "How can I have fun when I know you need me?"

Me: "Because I told you to have some fun and enjoy your bachelor party. I don't want to be the reason you no longer have fun."

Tae: "How many times do I have to tell you baby. You are not the reason I don't have fun I don't do those crazy things anymore. Because I know you need me you are more important to me than any wild party ever will be."

As he says this I can't help but smile because to know how important I am to him makes me feel so special and loved.

Which is honestly all I ever wanted and asked for and the fact that I have someone so amazing like My Fiance who makes me happy and feel so special makes me feel so grateful.

I honestly wouldn't want my life with him to go any other way because I love my life the way it is with him now.

Me: "I'm glad to know I mean so much to you."

Tae: "Baby you mean everything to me don't think anything is ever your fault. I do certain things because I want to it's never your fault."

Once he says this I just stay quite and find a way to talk about something else.

Because I don't want us getting deep into that conversation and making the other mad or upset.

Me: "Being away from each other is something we aren't used too."

Tae: "Yeah this is really hard.."

Me: "I know it is I don't like it."

Tae: "I don't like it either baby."

Me: "So have any girls try to flirt with you or put their hands on you?"

Tae: "I had two girls flirt with me and one tried putting her hands on me."