The time I was in love with him now I'm married to him.

Part 33: Talking To My Girls.

[Still] ~ My Pov:

While I'm thinking about My Fiance I feel tears leave my eyes and land on his pillow.

Which instantly makes me wipe the tears off of his pillow so they don't leave marks on his pillow.

Once I'm done doing this I lay my head back down on his pillow.

But instead of watching Tv I turn it off because it's obvious that I can't watch Tv.

Because all I can think about is My Fiance because I miss him so much.

It's crazy how much I miss him even though he left hours ago.

But I can't help that I'm close with him and love being with him.

As these things go through my mind I close my eyes and try to sleep even though I can't.

But it's obvious that My Fiance wants me to get some rest so I'm trying not to think so much and just rest.

But as I'm laying here I feel tears leave my eyes which tells me I'm going to be like this for most of the night.

~A Few Hours Later~

[It's around 2:30/3:00 AM]

As I'm laying here almost asleep I hear a knock on my door which causes me to instantly open my eyes.

Because I don't know what time it is and I've been crying my eyes out for the past few hours.

As all of this is going through my mind I look beside me and see that he's still not with me.

As I notice he's not laying next to me I sit up on the bed and wipe my tears away and rub my eyes to wake myself up.

While I'm trying to wake up I hold the stuffed teddy bear close to me and talk to myself again.

Me: "Baby I hope you're okay I miss you."

Once I say this I feel tears leave my eyes and I quickly wipe them away as I get up to open the door.

Once I make it to the door I check the peep hole like I did earlier and I'm hoping to see My Fiance on the other side of this door.

As I'm looking at the peep hole I see Kelsey,Bambi & Julie standing at the door waiting for me to answer the door.

While I see them standing at the door I unlock it and open it to see what they want.

But as I'm at the door they are just looking at me like they are lost puppies looking for their owner.

As I see them standing at my door and looking at me I look at them and speak up.

Me: "What are you guys doing here?"

Bambi: "Jimin hasn't called me or text me since he left."

Julie: "Neither has Hobi."

Kelsey: "My Love hasn't spoken to me either."