The time I was in love with him now I'm married to him.

Part 30: Talking (Part 3).

~The Next Day~

[Sun. August 19th 2018]

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[Still] ~ My Pov:

As I'm sitting here crying I am suddenly getting picked up which causes me to remove my hands from my face to see what's going on.

Now that my hands are no longer on my face I realize that My Fiance picked me up and places me on his lap as he sits on the floor with me.

While he's sitting on the floor he kisses me softly on my forehead and wipes my tears away trying his best to keep me calm.

As he's doing this he gently places his finger on my chin and lifts my head up which causes my teary eyes to look at him.

Tae: "Baby I'm so sorry I didn't realize you went through all of that while having our little boy or girl."

Me: "So do you understand now why this is so hard for me?"

Tae: "I understand now but I never knew you went through so much while having something so precious to us."

Me: "I go through alot and people NEVER seem to understand but this is really hard for me."

Tae: "I know it's hard baby but we can get through this together."

Me: "I know we can but I want you to understand something."

Tae: "What is it baby?"

Once he says this I look into his sad eyes and gently place my hands on his face.

Me: "I love you and nothing in this world means more to me than you do I would never think about giving up something so special that belongs to us. Yes it's hard for me right now but giving up something that you and I created together is the last thing on my mind. Because we made this precious little girl or boy together so we have to stick together and raise this little boy or girl together. Because in the end we will love this baby unconditionally because he or she needs us in their life and we need to be their for them we can't keep doing this."

Tae: "So you're keeping the baby?"

Me: "Yes I was always going to keep the baby he or she is part of me. I couldn't bring my heart to ever give something that is part of me up to anyone."

Once I say this I see tears starting to form in his eyes and I know they are happy tears which makes my heart so happy.

Because I know having children of his own one day was something that he has always wanted.

Now that he finally gets to have children of his own I see why he's so happy.

Because he has a huge heart for kids and loves them to death.

But me on the other hand don't like kids and can't stand them.

But look at me now I have a handsome 18 year old son with My Fiance and I love him to death and wouldn't trade him for the world.

Now we just found out that I'm 4 weeks pregnant and I'm going to either have another boy or a girl.

So my hate towards kids at the moment are switching.

Because I have two precious babies with My amazing loving Fiance.

As all of this is going through my mind I continue to look into My Fiance's eyes as tears continue to fill his beautiful brown eyes.

As I see these tears leave his eyes I gently take my hands and wipe his tears away.

Which makes him smile and seeing him smile instantly makes me smile.

As I see him smile I kiss him softly on his lips which makes both of us smile.

As the kiss continues I pull away and look into his eyes.

Me: "Just because I'm going through a hard time right now dealing with this. Don't ever think I would give up something that means the world to you. Because I love you and will do anything in this crazy cruel world for you and that even means having your child if it makes you happy."

As I'm saying this I kiss him softly on his forehead and turn my body around so I'm facing him but still sitting on his lap.

Now that I'm comfortable and looking into his eyes I wrap my arms around his waist and lay my head on his chest.

~What will happen next?~

~Only way to know is read Part 98~
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Published on: Fri. July 19th 2019 at 7:54 PM

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