The time I was in love with him now I'm married to him.

Part 21: Getting My Dress (Part 4).

~The Next Day~

[Sun. August 19th 2018]

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[Still] ~ My Pov:

As I'm saying this she sees how I'm starting to freak out and she looks at me calmy.

Kelsey: "Well sissy there is only one way to find out."

Me: "What would that be? Go to a hospital because I can't go to the hospital right now I have a wedding to worry about."

Kelsey:"No take one of those pregnancy test that you can buy at the store."

As she says this to me I wipe my tears away and look at her.

Me: "Those test usually don't work that's why I went to the hospital when I found out I was pregnant with Kookie because we didn't know what the store test would do."

Kelsey: "Well when you had Kookie you wasn't planning a wedding and could get checked by a doctor."

Me: "Exactly because we had time for him and worried about him every second of everyday having Kookie went as planned and was perfect."

Kelsey: "So are you saying you don't want to be pregnant?"

As she says this to me I just stay quite for a moment.

Because the thought of telling My Fiance that I'm pregnant and seeing the adorable smile on his face makes my heart melt.

But it also stresses me out because the thought of two little feet running around the dorm scares me.

Because what if I am pregnant and it's a girl I don't want the boys to be rough with her or worry about her crushing on one of them.

But then again I can't help but wondering what she will think about her older brother's sexuality.

Because what if she catches him kissing his boyfriend.

Then she will come to me and her dad wondering what's going on with her brother.

These are the things I don't look foward to in life especially with my own kids.

Because the thought of going through this again stresses me out.

Because I don't want my hormones to go out of wack again.

I don't want to be moody and most of all I don't want to be in pain for 9 straight months caring around another child in my belly.

As these things go through my mind I am quickly brought back to reality when I hear a familar voice.

Kelsey: "Sissy? Hello?"

Me: "Huh?"

Once I say this I look at her to see what she wants.

Kelsey: "Was you thinking about having another baby?"

Me: "No I'm thinking of all the things I never wanted to look foward to in life to happen to my kids."

Kelsey: "Like what sissy?"

Me: "Like having two little feet running around the dorm scares me. Because what if I am pregnant and it's a girl. I don't want the boys to be rough with her or worry about her crushing on one of them. It's just all these things are going through my mind and I just keep thinking I don't want to go through this again."

Kelsey: "So you want a girl?"

Me: "No I'm just saying what if it is a girl all these things are going through my mind and I'm scared."

Kelsey: "But think how happy your Fiance is going to be just think if you are pregnant and you have a girl it will be his little princess isn't that what you want?"

Once she says this I can't help but have this thought in my mind.

Because the thought of My Fiance having his little princess makes my heart warm and makes me smile.

Because I always pictured us having a girl so she could be daddy's little princess.

Because I know she will mean the world to him like I do and the thought of this makes me feel so happy.

Me: "To have daddy's little princess would be nice it would make him so happy."

Kelsey: "See so how about after we get your dress we stop by the store and get you a pregnancy test."

Me: "But I don't want him seeing it and get all curious and freak out on me.."

Kelsey: "We won't do it while he's around we will wait until he leaves to get his tux and then we will do the pregnancy test."

Me: "Is this really happening again?"

Kelsey: "We won't know until you take that test."

Once she says this I let it sink in for a moment.

But at the same time I can't help but feel more nervous.

Because I don't want to go through this again.

Me: "But how did being hungover turn into possibly being pregnant?"

Kelsey: "Well to start are the two of you sexually active?"

Once she says this I put my hands over my face due to embarrassment and I feel myself starting to blush.

·What will happen next?·

·Only way to know is read Part 69·
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Published on: Sun. June. 16th 2019 at 10:44 PM

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