Crushes and crushed hearts~ A Miraculous ladybug fanfiction (editing currently)

Perfection and panic

Marinette: 

One minute, Marinette had been listening to Chat Noir sob, pleading with her to forgive him. She had tried to comfort him, being unable to bear the sight of the crying tomcat on her bed. However, the next, she had felt a warm sensation in her heart as she had realized that she and Chat had kissed. The words "I love you" had been uttered at some point during that time, that wonderful time, and she had been ecstatic hearing those words. She felt herself pet his hair, rubbing behind the black leather ears. It was all blissful, perfect. Suddenly, her body tensed, a sudden wave of panic and guilt washing over her, dragging her back to to present. She pushed away from Chat, her fingertips brushing her lips. Panicked thoughts rushed through her mind,: 

Why did I do that? 

I have a boyfriend. 

I just kissed Chat. 

Why do I feel like this?

 I shouldn't be feeling like this.

 I shouldn't have done that!

 This is all my fault! 

Chat looked at her, confusion written all over his face. Until he seemed to realize what Marinette had remembered. Chat gasped, his cat ears drooping and his tail flicking nervously. "Shoot! Princess, I'm so sorry! I forgot! I swear, I didn't mean it.." He rambled, panic glimmering in his green eyes. Marinette noticed that the more he rambled on, the more his face would turn a different shade of red. Marinette giggled upon realizing he was acting like her whenever Adrien would have approached her.

 She raised he hands, signaling for him to calm down. "Chat! Calm down! It was my fault. I caused it, so you shouldn't have to apologize. If anything, I'm the one who's sorry!" She said, heart still trying to pound itself out of her chest. What had caused her to kiss him? She didn't know. However, she knew that it felt right. 

She looked at Chat, who stared back at her, anxiety was reflected in his emerald eyes which made her smile. This triggered a smile from him. Before she knew it, they were both laughing hysterically. 

Chat Noir:

Now you've done it Chat! 

You went and ruined a perfectly good friendship! 

Plagg's probably having a good laugh about this. 

He's never gonna let me live this down. 

Oh no, What if she tells me she doesn't wanna be friends anymore. 

If that happens, I'll have to beg father to let me move to England. I'll never be able to show my face.

Those thought raced through Chat's mind after the kiss. He couldn't bear the thought of losing Marinette. He looked up, refusing to make eye contact, bracing himself for the worst, but it never came. He proceeded to apologize profusely, only to be cut off by  Marinette whom assured Chat that it wasn't his fault and that it was alright. For a moment, he looked into her sparkling ocean blue eyes, suddenly grateful for his mask, as he felt his face heat up. 

He saw his princess give him a smile, feeling his anxiety melt and he almost instantly felt himself smile. They both began to laugh, remembering each other's surprised faces after parting from their shared moment. Chat strangely didn't feel very guilty. The kiss felt right. 

They continued their meeting, much quieter than the beginning as Marinette's parents had already gone to bed. Both shared a comfortable silence as they watched Chat's favorite show, which happened to be Ouran High School Host Club (because, well Tamaki.) Half-way through the show, a beeping sound fell upon deaf ears, both having fallen asleep. 

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DEAR SWEET HADES I'M SO SORRY THIS WAS LATE! I got stuck in life, and school, but I'll try to update whenever I can. The updates are going to be slow, but I'll do my best. I hope you like this, even if it's so short (I'm am seriously sorry...) I beg your forgiveness *very deep anime bow* However, Happy Holidays! Hope you all are well with my dumb inability to update quickly. I bid you all good day until next time!

~Midnightlight55555