Nadine's POV
"So, wala kang balak balikan sya?" tanong ni Ingrid sakin
"I tried... But i think, he's over me." sagot ko sakanya
Nandito kami sa isang coffee shop, nagpapalipas ng oras
"He's over you? How did you know?" Tanong nya at intresadong intresado sa mga sasabihin ko
"I visited him. At the company where he works, he's with a random girl, they look so h-happy." sagot ko
"Random girl?" tanong ulit nya
"I think it's he's g-girlfriend."
"You just think! Malay mo, pinsan nya." sambit ni Ingrid
"He kissed James! Pinsan!? SA LIPS PA!? Pinsan!?" i almost yelled to her
"Sorry naman girl, kalma." sabi nya
"Teka, kwento mo nga ulit kung bakit kayo naghiwalay." dugtong pa nya
I let out a sigh.
Breathe deep
"Ganito kasi yon..."
*FLASHBACK*
"Nadz, he's just going to hurt you just like your dad did to me. Leave her and book a flight. Come with me." sabi ni mama habang kausap ko sya sa phone
"Ma, iba si James kay Dad. Hindi nya gagawin saakin yon." i answered
"Anak, magkakapareho lang ang mga lalaki! Lolokohin at sasaktan ka lang nya, tulad ng mga ginagawa ng mga lalaki!" sigaw ni Mama
"*breathe deep* Maa..."
"I booked a flight. TOMORROW, 7pm. You're going here at australia with me." sabi ni Mama at tinapos ang usapan namin.
I'm sorry James :(
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"Nadz!! Baby!! Don't leave me please!! You love me right!? please dont leave!!!!" sigaw ni James na kumakatok sa bintana ng kotseng sinasakyan ko
Umiiyak lang ako dito sa loob habang kausap ko si Mama
"Ma, i cant leave. Please..." sabi ko kay Mama habang umiiyak
"Wag kang magpapadala sa mga pinapakita nya. Hindi totoo yan..." sabi ni mama
"NADZ! PLEASE!!" James yelled as his tears slowly falls.
It's raining, damn it!
"James please..." i said
"BABY! I FCKING LOVE YOU SO SO MUCH. PLEASE DONT LEAVE ME LIKE THIS?" he said
"I'm sorry... i love you." sabi ko
Hindi nya naririnig yung mga sinabi ko pero alam kong naintindihan nya yon.
Umandar na ang kotse, hinabol naman ni James
Sht </3
Bumilis ang takbo ng kotse hanggang sa hindi ko na nakita ang mahal ko :( </3
*END OF FLASHBACK*
"Nakakaiyak talaga ang love story nyo." sabi ni Ingrid
Tumungo nalang ako
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Nandito ako ngayon sa kwarto ko.
Binabasa ang letter na in-email sakin ni James 2 years ago.
To: ********lustre@yahoo.com
From: ****jreidwolf@yahoo.com
Hi baby... It's been 4 months since you left me nothing. I still look up to the good memories you gave to me. How happy we are way back then. What happened to us? I still love you damn much. That i cant gave you up easily. I'm still holding on to the promise you said. You and me forever baby right? I'm going to wait for you forever. I know someday you're going to come back to me. You are by far, the bravest girl i have ever met. I never thought life could be more exciting, I loved every moment. I loved every bit of you. Your love, your craziness. Because of you, i started believing in myself. I started fighting for what i believed to. I started being brave. More than 5 years and i thought we we're good. More than 5 years, going on forever or so i thought. I dont know why? when? when it started? what happened to us? why did you leave me? Today, i have decided to let you be and give you the space you asked for. I'll wait for you. I won't ever lose hope.
I thought you love me? I thought you're going to wait?
But why did you gave up?
It's because you're tired of holding on?
I'm really letting you go...
I love you James...
Over and Over Again.
PS: James' email was from the movie 'Starting Over Again' , the mail that Marco sent to Ginny. :) ©
