Charmolypi

long way home • english

lowercase story.

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"where are we going?" my girlfriend ask while I'm holding her hand. she's tired after doing the "carpool karaoke" thingy. "nowhere" I said while smile warmly. not moving my sight.

she giggle and look at me with eyes full of heart. "you're crazy"

"we're going to my secret place" as i parked my car. we go out and take our stuff on the backseat.

it's still 5 pm. we are going to watch sunset. pretty classic but sandwich make it better. judge me.

i hold her hand and we walk to find a place. "is this prefect?" i pull her hand to sit beside me.

she nod while setting our picnic foods. "sandwich?" she offer while handing me the warm delicious tuna sandwich. i took it and constantly eat it because goddamn i'm so starving.

it's 6 pm. her eyes shows a light when she's watching the sky turned into a pink-purple color.

"do you like it?" i ask and rub her hand to give comfort. "sooooo much" she smiled. that smile though. i always craving for her smile. i always try to keep it that way. the smile that will warm my heart.

"let's go. we have a long way home" i pulled her hand and walk towards the car. "long way home?" her face shows a cute-confused face. i squeeze her cheeks and says "yes, love"

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we stuck. well i love when i stuck with her. so i don't have to waste my time alone. "babe, it's green day!!" my mind just cut off by her screams.

yes, we both have the same type of music. green day is one of them. she used to like shitty songs so why don't i just blast my favorite song into her ears.

i'm such a good boyfriend, am i?

"are you hungry?" I asked and move my head aside. "we just eat like 2 hours ago" she rolls her eyes.

the red light took so long. instead i pull her head and kiss her. she didn't refuse though. so i keep kissing her until i heard a honk. we both laugh.

i heard her yawn when we almost at our apartment. yes we live together. i tap her shoulder, she didn't response. i guess she's sleeping.

i lift her carefully and walk inside. as we get in i put her to bed and hug her tightly. and i kiss her forehead before i go to sleep.

and that's basically how our day is. warm hugs, kisses, laugh, smiles.

but that was a year ago.

now we're in a different path. i believe she had a good, well, very good time up there. with God who loves her.

she left after giving birth to our daughter, summer. doctor said she can't take it, but still can save the baby. i also believe God loves her so much. that's why he took her to heaven.

i haven't looked for another girl. i only have one reason. well, im not gonna tell you that.

summer grows as a beautiful girl. her blonde hair, her green eyes, and her warm smile. it reminds me of her mom.

we'll see how we gonna hold up for our future.

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haaiii!! maaf kalo ada salah grammar, pemilihan kata, ataupun penulisan. aku pun masih belajar. cmiiw okaaayy. semoga ini menemani malam minggu kalian yang cuma dirumah.

with love, 🌻