second entry

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by lukerclifford

by lukerclifford

June, 14

dear ashton,

it's toni again

so i went to school today. and i didn't like it.
first of all, people were watching me with those pity look on their face. and there was this girl that i've never spoken to, talked to me and showed her symphaty to me.

like hell, i dont give any single fuck for them
i don't need their pity. i don't need their symphaty

i only need you

but you weren't one of those people who were watching me. you weren't even there. you didn't even go to school today.

i went to the class and tried to focus on my lessons. but i couldn't. i couldn't do anything if you weren't there ashton.

i just stared outside the window or just doodling random things on my notebook. but when i realized it, i only write your name for entire time.

you might be thinking that im obsessed with you. but i'm not obsessed.

i just miss you a lot.

please come back, ashton.

love,
antonia