Summer's mistakes

13|With time I'll recover{edited}

Don't cry because it's over, smile because his new girlfriend looks like a horse, enjoy :) 

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Jasmine

We continued to watch movies all day long, I know she's really been struggling with this whole Andrew thing and I feel her pain.

12 am

She fell asleep on the couch and she looked very comfortable so I grabbed a blanket and placed it over her, covering her whole body. Suddenly, she stuck her foot out, I held my laughter as I gently moved her foot back under the blanket. Only, for her to stick her other foot out. After the same thing happening 4 times I decided to get another blanket and place it on her feet. "I hate you so much you ruined me." She then whispered in her sleep though it was said in a very quiet voice I could feel her pain, every drop of it.

I have never had a friend like Valentina and I'm glad she's the only one. When she smiles she lights a room even when I'm in a fuck off mood, you would have to be inhuman to resist smiling back. She doesn't realise how strong she is and time after time I try to show her how amazing she is since it seems like she's forgotten.

She lost herself trying to please others and now she is too scared to find herself but she doesn't realise that she has grown she lost her parents at a young age but her smile still brings light to other peoples lives.  She thinks Aleah used her, she's not wrong but Aleah needed Valentina's light to cast away her darkness. You see the people who seem like they have everything have nothing. I know she doesn't want to know who the father is and I hope of all people it isn't Ray.

4 years ago

"Babe wait up." He yelled as I walked away. I tried to run I am a fast runner but he was faster than me for sure so he caught up with me easily and grabbed my wrist and turned me around so I was facing him. It suddenly began to rain and I felt the cold rain touch my forehead as I and Ray just stood to stare at each other.

"I told you I won't let's break up, I will not ruin my life like this," I said coldly no wanting to show any emotions.

"Baby girl." I cringed at the words I hated being called that. Long story short me and Ray are childhood friends so we had a thing going on for years even when I was moving around we never lost touch. 

At the age of 10, we made it official so it had been 5 years of us being together though we had only really spent a year in the same county, we did the long-distance thing cause we really had no choice.

I always texted and called Ray was the only person who got me I thought we were forever that even if we broke up that I would still have my best friend. I was sadly mistaken he didn't know me, nor did he want to. I had a suspicion he was cheating on me I could have been wrong but since I believed it I knew it would be hard to continue or relationship. "We're done!" I yelled at him.

"Why though babe?" He asked hurt consuming his face.

I can't remember the exact words that were said but our conversation soon became a heated one ...

I can't, I don't wanna remember I just can't. I walked into my bedroom not wanting to disturb Val, I sobbed quietly remembering how it all happened how my life came crashing down the number of operations I had to do. How I was practically a goner. He did it to me, he caused me the most grief. 

The worst part is he never came to see me in the hospital though I have to admit it I did want to hold the slightest decency for him after our break up but after what he did I couldn't. The case was closed because of lack of evidence more like his daddy's a politician. In this cruel world money is everything.

The doctors told me I would be lucky to ever walk again. Valentina is the sweetest most beautiful girl I have ever had in my life she doesn't realise how precious she is and it kills me but one of these days she'll open her eyes and wonder why they were shut for so long.  But that'll never happen if Ray walks into her life even if he does come back he'll have to get through me first cause I will never let Valentina be through the shit I have. Bitch, I am ready to fight the world, through my sad past I have learnt to defend people who mean the most to me.

Cause if I don't who will?

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