Summer's mistakes

24|Exposing myself.

Okay, so today is the day I stop hiding that I'm pregnant. I have just over a week left of school and I am really fed up of B's threats. If I show everyone myself then B will shut the hell up and stop sending me texts and leaving me letters.

Jas came into our bedroom and asked me "Are you sure you wanna do this?" I nodded at her completely confident in my decision. "Okay them breakfast is ready on the table." She smiled and left. Jas tried really hard to hide it but I could tell she was debating if this is the right decision, I wonder why. I left the room and went and sat opposite Jas on the table.

"Jas you don't seem to like my idea." I said while looking at her.

"I do but..."

"But what?" I asked.

"If you walk into school like that everyone will know your pregnant they'll either think it's Ray's or Andrew's. Ray will say it ain't his kid and that'll put you in an awkward spot. The fact that Andrew knows that it's his child and that he would've had to find out from gossip, not from you."

I sat there in silence, knowing what Jas said was right. "I'm leaving here the moment I can, I'm leaving this place and having a fresh start."

Jasmine smiled at me, "Well I how about we move to LA?" She asked. "They're a lot of chances to get famous there like this." She said showing me her phone. She showed me how many talent agency's there were and modelling agencies. "It's a risk but are you willing to take it?" She asked.

I nodded 'I'll get my little one's passport sorted once they're born, though the whole process will take around three months."

"Well in that time we can try to earn as much as possible." She replied.

I nodded at her "Yeah, I can't wait to have a fresh start." We both hugged before making our way to school. Once we got to school I could feel everyone's stares in every direction. But hey, been there done that so I ignored it. Walking down the hallways was like some unwanted fashion show I was the star.

Brittney the blond-haired girl that had poured soda on me. Started coming towards me with two other girls. "Hey, Valentina." The said stopping me in the hallway. Ah, so much for walking past Valentina.

"Hey Brittany," I said in the same bitchy voice.

"So you and Ray did do it then?" She said and I blinked for a second and a crowd of people had surrounded us. I won't miss this part of school, people being obsessed with drama.

"No, we didn't Brittney it ain't his child," I replied annoyed.

"Really I don't believe you." Said entering my personal space bubble. This girl better back up before I loosed shit.

"Move back girl your breathe smells like sushi," I said trying not to inhale any toxic air.

"No it doesn't," She said, but all the same she still turned around and asked her quad if it was true.

"Anyways, Ray ain't the father if you're really that interested then I can send you a fucking DNA test, later on, okay," I said while looking at her. I then turned to everyone. "Mind your own business will you, this isn't fucking reality t.v," I shouted so everyone could hear before walking away towards Jas who was standing at my locker.

She high fived me. "Well, tiger hot claws." She smiled.

"Not really, I just really hate Brittney." I sighed.

"We both do." She said. "She's like a classically mean girl from the one and only mean girls." She laughed and I did too before the both of us walked to 1 st period.

We were both sat peacefully in our seats waiting for our teacher when Andrew walked into class and slammed his hands on our table. It made me stand up in shock. "What the fuck?" I said startled.

"We need to talk now Hazelwood." He said in a demanding tone. He's never called me my last name. Fuck he's pissed, well nah Valentina, I mentally face-palmed myself.

"No, class is about to start." Just as I was about to take my seat he grabbed my hand and started dragging me.

We passed our law teacher "Where are you to going, class is starting." He yelled while Andrew continued to drag me.

"We'll be back, soon," Andrew yelled back.

We were nearly outside when I got feed up and slapped his hand away from me. "What do you want? Why the hell did you forcefully drag me out of class."

He then took a step closer to me so I took a step back and this continued until I felt my back slam against lockers. I let out a small yelp in pain. "Is the child mine?" He asked. I didn't reply. "Is the child mine?" He shouted.

"No the child isn't yours," I yelled back containing my tears.

"Then whose is it, Valentina, cause it ain't Ray's you said so yourself." He said slamming his hand on the locker causing me to flinch.

"I had a one night stand okay so the child is basically only mine. Okay, now fuck off." I said before trying to walk away.

He then grabbed my hand "We both know that's a lie, you don't even like clubbing you would never sleep with someone you just meet."

"Well that was the old me when you cheated on me I lost it! I threw away my pride and decided that I didn't give a fuck about anything," I said.

"Please Valentina, it's my child. No sorry, our child, come on let's not act like children. I want to be part of both your lives." He pleaded with me. For a split second, I nearly kissed him because of how close our faces were. Ah, hormones, I swear. Okay, I'm gonna stop lying I just love him he's half of me but I know that he doesn't feel the same.

"No you can't and you'll never be," I shouted. Why am I being so stubborn we both want this what's stopping me? My head cause my heart is unreliable I have to use my brain.

"Fine just stop yelling it isn't good for the baby. This conversation isn't over but bye for now Hazelwood." He then kissed me on the forehead and left. See it's cause of things like this that I can't let you go you, idiot. After he pulled away

When he left I went outside and sat on a bench and cried my eyes out. I love him and I need him but I can't have him. Sorry, little one that I had to push your father away but I can't do anything else.

Please forgive me my little angle.

Thanks for reading, hope you enjoyed it, loves bye bye <3