Summer's mistakes

3|Half truth {edited}

Hiya y'all this conversation above mad me laugh why because anyone who treats others like shit is shit, enjoy :)

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While Aleah was doing her eyebrows, I stood looking at all the messages Andrew had sent me.

Andrew

Babe, I was mad when I said let's take a break.

I was upset that you had invaded my privacy and answered my call.

You misunderstood.

It's not what you think.

And let's take a break is different from let's break up.

And all those pictures on my Instagram they are just friends, can't I have lots of girl friends.

Like do you not have any guy friends?

Anyways I'm sorry babe <3

Let's stop this ignoring game, please.

It's been two weeks.

Fine, then Val we all know you'll talk to me tomorrow on the way or another.

Just know, I love you babe <3

*End of conversation*

"Omg fuck you, Andrew. Fuck you." I slapped my hands on the sink.

"Val, tell me what my brother did please, I'm sorry for the way I acted this morning he's just been texting me no-stop saying he wants to fix shit with you."

"I'm sorry, I've just been off it lately here, look," I said handing her my phone.  She read through the messages and I watched as her smile dropped. "I'm lost so he wanted to take a break why?"

I took a deep breath trying not to cry over it while explaining to her. "Well, two weeks ago I went to pay him a visit since, when he came back I couldn't pick him up from the airport since we were at our part-time jobs right." She nodded trying to process everything or where it was going with the conversation.

"Well, I saw a girl leave his apartment as I left the elevator but ignored it and knocked on the door. He opened the door and let me in we drank and to be honest, I don't completely remember what we did but I do remember the next morning."

I took some deep breaths "I woke up and he had been awake for some time well that's what he said anyway. He handed me one of his shirts and told me he was going to shower first when he came out of the shower he was drying his hair. His phone rang and it said Emily with some emojis, he asked me who it was and I said I'm not sure he told me to answer it so I put it on the loudspeaker."

"When I answered the girl was all like: hey Andrew, hope I didn't leave anything important at your place. I mean sometimes I forget what I'm doing when I'm with you. Hope you'll wait up for me tonight.And Aleah I have never seen Andrew run so fast but when I asked who she was he was like one of my friends who came back with me." 

I felt a few tears trickle down my cheeks in a few days it would have been our 3 year anniversary we started dating when we were 15. He asked me out in a park as I said yes but then it began to rain. He began to twirl me around and pick me up and he moved in time with me as we danced. At that moment, he looked at me with his brown orbs which I always managed to get lost in. I could tell, I meant everything and he meant everything to me too. At that moment, there was no-one else in the universe only me and him.

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"I love you, Val." He whispered pulling me closer to him until I could feel his cold breath against my neck.

"I love you two Andrew." And that was the day I had my first kiss. The world was ours or at least so I thought. I should have known like I said history seems to repeat it's self anyone who loves me always leaves me, just give them time and I get hurt and bruised over and over again.

I fell to on the floor and sobbed slightly."Aleah, I asked him if he was cheating and he said I was delusional and asked me to leave and come back when I was thinking straight. I asked him once again and he yelled at me to leave then we had an argument and he yelled that we should take a break. I grabbed my things, ran out the house crying looking like a mess. And that sums up how my relationship with your brother ended."

I picked myself back up whipped my tears and combed my hair with my fingers. Aleah stood looking at me. "Val, try to understand him for my sake even if he did cheat, please and I'm sure things will become clearer when you guys talk."

"Oh my fucking god, Aleah I knew you would side with him cause you're his fucking sister but please don't pull this shit with me."

"Val, I'm sorry I really am but family is really important to me and you are just..." She stopped and her face dropped in regret as she realised what she had just implied. 

I grabbed my bag and looked at her once more before storming out "Thanks Aleah, it's nice to know where I stand after everything we've been through and you don't consider me family. Well, that's fucking okay with me." I walked out trying not to let shit get to me. I walked with my head high to law class and sat next to Jas. 

"Girl you Gucci?" She asked concerned.

"Nah." I showed her my phone before explaining to her everything I had told Aleah.

"Should I box his ass or you gonna do it?"She asked rolling up her sleeves.

"Aleah, wouldn't let us hear the end of it." 

"Aleah is the closest thing you have to family that's why you put up with her right?" Jas asked me. Earlier I had felt her studying me but she really does pick up pieces fast.

"Yeah, I guess but apparently that's not how she sees me, you should have seen the way she was backing Andrew when I told her I think he cheated. She said she needs to side with family or some shit like that." I sighed deeply before banging me onto the table twice.

"Come on Val, this shit ain't worth it." She said cupping my face to make sure I didn't do it again.

"But at the same time I've done shit, I wasn't in my right mind but I still did it." Thinking back to that night.

"Everyone fuck's up, every once in a while but some more than other's, when you fuck up at least admit it."

"You really are amazing you know that you're like a big sister that I never had." I smiled weakly at her.

"Then let us be family so whenever shit happens you know that you can come to me and I won't judge." I could tell she meant every word. "Let me be your shoulder to cry on." I looked around and no-one had come in yet and we still had 10 minutes.

I leaned on her shoulder and cried my eyes out thinking about Andrew. And the night where I fucked up. I wasn't a hundred per cent sure what we did but for starters, we definitely kissed that is enough on its own to ruin my relationship with Aleah. 

She has always been quite possessive what's her's is her's no sharing. But none of that would have happened if I didn't get dumped. I wouldn't have gotten drunk in the first place. At the end of the day, I wasn't good enough that's why he did it. That's why my parents left. I have never been fucking good enough and I never will. But at least Jasmine excepts that I'm broken and bruised and choices to embrace it.

I wish I could have left this cruel world with my parents. I would do anything to go back to that day and tell them how much I love them and how they will always be in my heart.

Come back...

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