It Hit Me Hard [Destiel- Highschool- Human!Cas]

Sammy is a horrible actor. [carful smut]

Castiels pOv:

A lot of time went by. I lost count. We celebrated 2 of Deans birthdays, so I guess it's been about two years since he was diagnosed.

Dean has been in and out of the hospital for months.

The weeks we would have him back at Bobby's was blissful but also awful. Dean kept his wits about him and didn't try to drink but he was always trying to fix things.

He was over working his temporarily frail body. He would collapse his eyes sunken in and cheeks hollowed out.

"Dean!" I heard Sam yell from the living room.

"Shit." I murmured to myself. I jumped out of the shower and quickly wrapped a towel around myself.

"Cas!" I heard Sam yell as I fussed out of the bathroom.

Dean was lying on the floor staring up at the ceiling.

"Damn it Dean." I said rushing to his side.

"IWouldHaveMovedHimToTheCouchButIDidn'tKnowIfItWouldBeOkay-" Sam rushed.

I held up my hand to shut him up.

I lifted Dean and my towel began slipping.

"Hey Sam."

"Yeah?" He said.

"Could you go to your room?" I asked.

"Uhh, why?"

I looked down at my towel, "it's slipping and I don't want to put him down."

"OH- right! I'll, uhh!" Sam quickly exited blushing. Just in time too.

As soon as I took a step my towel fell and I hoped to god that Bobby did not wheel his way out of his room.

I made my way quickly to the room that was ours when room 116 in the hospital was not.

I laid Dean on the bed and moved to the drawer to find some pants.

"What did you do this time?" I asked turning to him still completely naked.

"I was imagining you like that." Dean winked at me looking me up and down.

"Really Dean, you need to be more careful." I sighed, "no more working- I'm serious Dean- lay back down- Dea-"

I was cut off by a kiss.

"I love it when you yell my name." Dean said cheekily

"Dean really, go lay back down you need rest."

Dean pressed his face against my neck and closed what little distance he left in between us.

"Dean, your to weak." I protested.

Dean pressed me against the dresser hard to try and prove that he's not.

I lifted him and laid him on the bed but that man was persistent.

Dean pulled me down onto the bed with him and ran his fingers down my bare chest.

He reached down and grabbed ahold of me slowly.

"Dean-" I protested weakly.

He began pumping slowly and I finally gave in, I undid Deans belt and pulley them off with his underwear as quickly as possible.

I stoked him at the same pace as he was stroking me.

Dean made soft groaning noise and I moaned out his name softly, not wanting to attract Sam's attention.

I could feel Dean trying not to cum, but in his frail state he did, I cleaned him up and he sat up.

"No." Dean said.

"What?" I asked confused while I continued my search get pants.

"No, your not done yet. Get over here."

I knew it was no use trying to argue with him. He would just get up and exhaust himself further.

I slowly made my way back other to him and he sat on the edge of the bed.

Dean took me into his hands while I stood and slowly rubbed with both hands.

I moaned softly, tilting my head back.

He took me into his mouth and I gasped, not expecting him to do that.

He swirled his tung around me and I came surprisingly fast.

He swallowed and fell back on the bed a smug look on his face.

"See, I'm not frail." Dean said smirking.

I laughed lightly. "Sure your not." I said leaning down to kiss him.

"You wanna go for round two?" Dean asked raising his eyebrows.

Thank god he had gotten under the covers.

"Hey Dean, Cas, dinner." Sam said through the door.

"I'll go get the food, you-" I patted his feet, "you stay here. And preferably fall asleep."

Dean laughed humourlessly. "I'm not willing to spend a single moment of the rest of my life not with you when I know that I could of."

I smiled. "No more alone bathroom time?"

He shook his head.

"No more alone."

A/N~~~ I did not realise you you guys liked this story so much. I was doing this because I was out of ideas and thought that maybe that a plot twist was a good idea, but really if I end up depressing any of you please tell me and I will throw in some happy chapters. Not that I'm not going to anyway. But still, just tell me and I will try and make you happy, I'm even thinking of writing another story with the characters all the same but it being just random fluff that wouldn't fit in this story.