Who knew being Used could turn into being loved

I don't want to leave

David said "I'm sorry but scotty passed away..." and i broke down in tears and started screaming "NO!!" "WHY?!?!" "NOOOO!!!"
Im the middle of the parking lot and Cash ran over to me i was full fully shaking and my makeup was running and I couldn't breathe or move "what happened?!" Cash asked concerned and scared then......i passed out and woke up in a hospital bed with everyone surrounding me they all gathered around me "what happened?" Then Heath said "we will tell you after...." "okay..." i said then the nurse came in and said "she was just in shock nothing wrong she may now leave don't forget to check out at the front desk when we get your papers" then zane looked at cash "run and grab her some clothes please?" Cash nodded and ran out of the room Zane was always like a second brother to me since I don't have one anymore then the nurse came back into the room and gave me papers to sign it was a big stack so i grabbed a pen and filled it out and Jason said "lets wait in the lobby" and everyone nodded and zane stayed and helped me with the paper work "why don't you have green eyes if you are a red head?" I chuckled and rolled my eyes "not all red heads have green eyes" he chuckled and nodded and continued helping me then cash came running into the room with a pair on my clothes in his hands and gave them to me zane finished filling out the papers with cash and i changed in the bathroom

I walked out "nice pick" and cash looked at me and smiled "you have literally only crop tops and jeans,jorts,normal shorts,and leggings mothing else really and you have nice sense in style so-" i cut him off "okay i get it" and he chuckled zane handed me the papers and i hugged him and then walked out of the room and everyone stood up and asked if i was okay "yeah I'm fine" and they all smiled "lets go" and we all walked into the elevator and we checked out and left and got in our cars "I'll go with cash" i said he smiled at me and zane looked at us "I'll go too I don't need any weird business going on in that car" i chuckled and we got in the car then we got to my house and everyone sat on the couch and i sat with them and said "wheres my boyfriend i miss him already" and they all looked at me shocked and then heath said "thats the thing..." and then he choked on his words to David said "he had a drug overdose and died..." on the verge of crying and then i started shaking again and my eyes were getting watery and then I couldn't do anything but shake and cry so everyone huddled around me and hugged me i got up and ran upstairs and slammed my door shut and locked it then i ran into the closet and shut and locked it too and then i took a belt out of my bin for belts and was about to wrap it around me neck then i stopped mid strapping it and said "i-i- I don't want to leave" and started crying and shaking then i heard my door lock being picked and opened then I accidentally hit my head on the wall and then cringed and hid under some blankets then the door opened and i saw light under the blankets and i heard someone walk into the closet and sit on my blankets crushing me so i sat up and saw Corinna and she shut the door and turned on the light and pulled me out of the blankets and sat with me "it's going to be alright you will find another guy soon you are a very brace and pretty and talented girl" i hugged her and she hugged me back then she smirked at me "ya know cash seems like he wants to get in your pants let him in" i blushed and chuckled "Corinna...!" She laughed and smiled and winked at me "its true though"