Is our love strong enough?

Breathe

“Sanem, baby it’s me. Open your eyes.”

 

Sanem POV

This beautiful voice of his that warms my heart. His touch that burns my skin. I can’t control my breathing, I think I will faint soon. And now I am starting to shake. There is no chance I can open my eyes. I cannot believe that he is here. How on earth did he find me? I don’t know what to do. Please help me out here, I didn’t prepare for this moment to happen. I thought he was already gone. Why did he come to find me, what does he want? Oh really, now my inner voice decided to be quiet. Awesome!

 

Can POV

She seems so fragile in my hands. What have I done to her, how could I be so cruel to the sweetest and purest person. I feel how she starts to shake and I get closer to her. In hope that she will calm down as she has done before. Her eyes are still closed and now I see some tears running down her beautiful face. I can’t keep this silence anymore, it is killing me. I can’t keep my hands to myself and need to touch her. I try to remove the tears from her face carefully. As I do so, I remove some of her hair from her face and ask her again to open her eyes.

 

“Baby please. I am so sorry for everything I have done to you and everything you went through because of me. I never meant for any of this to happen. Baby please just look at me for a moment.”

 

Sanem POV

Did I hear him apologizing? Did he just call me baby? I know I can’t keep my eyes closed much longer. This is how it’s supposed to feel. I feel home. I feel at peace and loved by the one person who means the world to me. I don’t know what all of this means but I need to see him. God I have missed his pretty face so much. Slowly but with confidence I open my eyes. I look into his eyes and see all kind of different emotions inside them. But most of all regret, sadness and hope.

 

Can POV

I see two beautiful brown eyes staring at me and I cannot hide my happiness and I just smile at her. I feel my own eyes tear up and I cannot hold the tears from running down my face.

 

"Sanem baby, I love you. Please, please I am begging you, forgive me for everything. I know my reactions have not been right and I am so sorry for causing you pain. I am so sorry what I said to you. You are the opposite of “everyone else”. I cannot live without you. I cannot breathe, not eat, I cannot function if you are not by my side. I don’t know what I was thinking to leave you. Ceycey was right when he said I couldn’t make it in the freezer for 5 minutes, how the hell was I supposed to go to the Balkans and be without you. I was so afraid of losing the best thing that ever happened in my life that I self-sabotaged it. It freaks me out not knowing where you are. I have been searching for you everywhere since yesterday.

Your letter broke me baby. I know I deserved it. You were right in every single word you wrote about me. You were not right about Polen though.

Do you remember the day we said our farewell in the car? I drove to the airport, I was so in pain that you didn’t wanted me. I couldn’t go out of the car to go inside the airport, I couldn’t bear the thought of not being close to you, not being in the same city as you. Even if you would not be with me, I couldn’t leave. And now. Look at us. The past few months have been the greatest and happiest in my whole life. Yes we had our fights but I would not change it for anything in the world.