Is our love strong enough?

Another surprise

Can Divit just proposed to me. I want to scream from happiness. The smile on my face is getting bigger and bigger and I nod. I cannot say a word but I nod with my head so that he understands that I, Sanem Aydin want to marry him. My king, my everything.

"Is that a yes baby?" He is laughing slightly and I see his nervousness is long gone. He was so tense because of the proposal.

"Yes Can. Of course I want to marry you." And I started crying like a little baby.

"I can't believe I didn't notice anything. How and when did you prepare all of this? Wait are you sure? You want me? All of me, all of my crazy?"

He started laughing and hugging me tightly. "Of course I want you. There has never been anyone else for me. I love you with everything inside me. I want all of you canim."

And with that he let me go and put the ring on my finger and kissed me so passionately only he knew how. It was a kiss full of love, full of desire and happiness. I felt how more relaxed he became by each passing second.

"I can't believe we are getting married. Oh my God Can. I want to scream and tell the whole world. I thought you never wanted to settle down?"

"Neither did I, until I met you. Everything is different with you and I don't want to wait anymore. I know you want to be independent and do everything on your own, you don't have to worry about anything. I won't push you for something you don't want to. I was even thinking about asking you way later but I couldn't wait anymore. We have been through so much and why should we wait longer? Everything we want to learn and experience we can do together, right?"

"Of course baby. I moved out because I need to be me and find myself but I was praying every day that you would come by and sleep over. I want to spend my life with you as well so we may start sooner than I thought."

"Like as in very, very soon?"

"There is something I need to tell you first. I received a letter today. A letter that made me really happy and you were the first person I wanted to share the news with."

"Now I'm really excited, what is it about?"

"You know how I told you that I gave some of my samples away? Some fragrances that I mixed during the summer. I received an invitation today from a perfume company. They want me to come in and discuss a possible partnership with them. They said they would like to work together with me in bringing out the fragrance and they want me to be there during the whole process. From creating the scent, into marketing it, branding and selling it. And Can, not only in Turkey, but in whole Europe."

He hugged me tightly and said how proud he is of me and that he knew that I would be successful in this field once I put myself out there.

"Don't worry, it is not our scent. I could never give that away. I was so excited but also a bit afraid. Everything is so new and I am afraid to make bad decisions."

"Baby don't worry. I will be by your side and help you with everything you need. I am so proud of what you have accomplished. When is the meeting? I can come with you if you want but I don't want to push you at the same time."

"I would love to have you by my side."

"I will always be your number one fan and by your side."

It finally clicked somehow...
"My parents knew about the proposal, didn't they? Anne was acting weird and they have been at my place every single day."

"Of course they knew. I asked them first for your hand and they agreed. Don't ask me how but they did and I will forever be grateful to them. I bet Mevkibe was more nervous today than I was. I asked them for help, I needed time to plan everything and to be honest canim..."

"What is it? I feel you are getting nervous."

"We will always be honest to each other so here it comes. All I can think about every single minute is the other day in the furniture store when we...when we were getting a little bit intimate. And even before that, I was planning to propose to you and the more I thought about it, the more I came to the conclusion that I wanted to make it right with us. We have waited so long to be together, together and there is nothing more that I want than that. I want to make you mine canim, but I want us to be serious at the same time. Do you understand me?"

"I think I do and I appreciate it but does this mean you don't want to be intimate with me before we get married?"

"I'm not going to make this decision by myself nor will I plan when it shall happen. I just want to be honest with you and I want you to know how I feel. So if you want to wait until we are married, I am fine by it. That is all I want you to know."

"Thank you for being so respectful with me. I have been thinking the last days as well and I don't want to wait anymore to be honest. I love you and you love me. We are engaged now. Let's not plan when something happens. It happens when it happens. But I can't wait. You made me feel so good the other day, I would like to go home with you now and continue with it. But I know that my parents are probably very eager to know how tonight went so what do you say that we head home to my place and maybe we can celebrate a little later, alone?"

All I got as an answer was a passionate and explosive kiss. Our tongues were playing around together and I couldn't keep the distance between us anymore. I felt him, I felt him getting bigger and bigger and I felt myself getting a warm tingly feeling between my legs.

"Baby if we don't stop, I will make you right here, right now mine. I don't even care that people are still downstairs."

"Maybe it wouldn't be a bad idea since we had all our amazing moments in this opera?"

I saw his eyes considering it for a second but I quickly let him know that I was joking.

"Hadi canim, let's get back and celebrate our engagement with our loved ones."

"Can the ring is extraordinary. You picked the perfect one." I was so happy in this moment. I can't wait to spend the rest of my live with this man.

We were heading home to celebrate our engagement to the fullest.