The Little Sister

I hope he knows

LITTLE SISTER

CHAPTER 20

VIOLET P.O.V

 

It wasn’t even like I was living anymore. I was just surviving. I was the annoying little sister and younger girlfriend that followed them everywhere. It seemed I cried myself to sleep alone most nights now as the boys were out at parties or shopping or doing a show or something else. I was alone in this and it scared me to death. Even Daniel wasn’t talking to me anymore and I knew I should just go home.

“What are you doing?” Beau asked me coming into the hotel room where I was packing my bag.

“Packing.” I whispered to him as I placed more clothing into the bag.

“Why?” He asked crossing his arms.

“I’m not wanted here so I’m going home.” The pain that was heavy on my heart was drowning me. I literally felt like I was drowning and no one was helping me. I was falling apart and no one cared so I needed to get out of here. “Daniel doesn’t want me anymore. You guys obviously don’t want me here so I’ll go home.” I answered trying to hold back my tears but the lump in my throat was getting larger. Daniel had officially broken it off a few days ago but the boys didn’t know. He said I was too messed up to deal with. Of course we still had to share a bed though because the boys didn’t know.

 

*FLASHBACK*

 

“Violet, we need to talk.” He had said to me once Beau was in the shower. I sat down on the bed in front of him before he grabbed my hands in his and he looked at me. “I think it’s time to break it off.” I nodded my head. I should have seen it coming. I didn’t want it to end but I knew it had to because that was what he wanted. “It’s just, you’re too messed up for me to handle.” I again just nodded my head before standing up. “I don’t know what else to say.”

“It’s okay. I know what we are- and I know what we aren’t.” I said before leaving the room and going down to the pool to think. No one else was here so it was a perfect place to think but I was drowning in my own tears and I wasn’t exactly sure how to piece myself back together.

*END FLASHBACK*

 

So here I sat wondering what I was going to with my life after the love of my life left me and my brother’s didn’t want me. Because what do you do when your whole world and life turn on you and want nothing to do with you? I could stay at my own house. I could drive and I knew how to cook and the boys had money stashed all around the house that I could use to buy food. I think I would fine.

 

*DANIEL P.O.V*

 

Violet’s head was just so messed up right now and it was driving me insane. I couldn’t do anything to help her and I wasn’t going to chose her over my best friend so I left her. I could see the pain in her eyes whenever we all sat down for a meal together. That was the only thing she did with us though. She never went to the beach or out shopping. We even offered to take her to the movies a few times and she said no every time.

“She’s going home.” Beau commented to all of us while we were just chilling on the beds waiting to head over to a show.

“What?” I asked looking up at him.

“Violet is going home.” He repeated himself. I nodded my head. I wasn’t sure they knew we broke up.

“Cool.” I answered and they all looked at me and I just shrugged. I took everything from her but she was just too crazy for me to deal with so maybe going home would be a good thing for her.