The Fear of Falling Apart (BoyXBoy) UNDER CONSTRUCTION

Chapter Fifteen

~Kai*~

I nodded and swallowed the lump in my throat as I saw Liam, Rose, Candy and Blake enter the double doors. Liam was walking calmly beside the other three, merely looking around and taking in all of the shops. Rose and Candy tugged Blake inside by his arms.

Impressive.

"What the hell as we doing here, Rosie?" Blake demanded, glancing furiously between the two girls. "I told you I didn't want to go anywhere and I don't get why you couldn't have just driven the damn car yourself- Kai?"

I swallowed but gave Blake a nervous smile as he stopped about a foot in front of me with the girls. Liam looked me up and down curiously before looking behind me at the fountain and lights. When his eyes stopped on Gin, they lit up and a smirk climbed his lips.

"Well, hello there," Liam purred, taking about a half a step forward. Gin glanced up and raised an eyebrow as if to say, 'Talking to me?' Liam beamed. "You are just my type."

Gin immediately looked Liam up and down and wrinkled his nose.

"Oh, hell no," Gin said, turning on his heels and walking back to the fountain, tinkering with the lights again. Liam raises his eyebrows and curled his upper lip.

"Rude."

I rolled my eyes but let my eyes rest once again on Blake.

He wore a dark blue V neck, complimenting his stormy ocean eyes and black skinny jeans with his signature combat boots. You could see his tattoo winding down his arm, peeking out from his sleeve. His eyes were slightly puffy and red but they still looked beautiful.

By now, he had already looked behind me and noticed the lights. He quirked a brow, his eyes not coming back to me.

"Kai... What's going on?" He asked softly before he glanced back at Rose, who smiled sweetly. His curious gaze quickly turned into a glare. "Did you know about this? Is that why you brought me here?"

"Yes, she knew," I interrupted, holding my hands up and taking a step forward. But as I did that, he took one back. He scowled at Rose and Candy. "But she only did it because I told her to. I wanted to talk to you, Blake."

He flushed and glanced down at the ground. "We already talked. I told you that-,"

"I know what you said but I decided something- I can't think of going on without you in my life, Blake. So I'm gonna win you over."

"Do you really think that you can make that call?" He spat, narrowing his eyes at me. I grit my teeth but shrugged.

"No. I know it's yours but I was hoping maybe I could sway the verdict," I smiled sweetly, making him eye me. I took a deep breath and lowered my hands, attempting to calm him a little bit. "I just need you to hear me out."

He scowled at me but crossed his arms, tipping his chin up. "I'm listening."

By now, people had begun to stop and stare. I guess because it looked like we were about to fight but if they thought we were gonna be throwing punches, if this turned out the way I hoped it would, then it would be the exact opposite and these people were in for a treat.

I let out my breath and raked a hand through my hair.

"Blake, I know that I hurt you, okay?" I started, looking down at my hands, playing with my fingers. I began to feel my cheeks heat up. "I know that you don't want to talk to me right now but I need to do this. I need to let you know just what a fucking impact you've had on me. I can't sleep, I can't eat, I can't even sit still knowing that you're angry at me."