Bands imagines.

James Cassells

You looked at yourself once more in the tour bus mirror, muttering encouraging words under your breath. You decided you would finally tell James how you felt about him. You were working as the merch girl for Asking Alexandria during Warped Tour.

You let out a breath before fixing your shirt, and walking out of the bathroom. You saw James and your heart immediately started beating out of control.

Come on Y/N, you can do it

You were about to speak up but you stopped when you saw what followed him. Behind James was Ben, Danny, and 3 random band groupies. You started to rethink it, was it really worth telling him? Its not like he would care, he doesn’t want you, he could get any girl.

You decided you would tell him tonight, you walked out of the bus, not wanted to hear the conspicuous moans. You walked out of the bus and went over to catering to get something to drink, you were grabbing a monster when you ran into Oli, from Bring Me The Horizon.

“Hey Y/N, what’s up?” he asked, pulling back the tab on his drink.

“Feeling like shit, you?” you asked gulping down some of your monster.

“Why what wrong?”

You knew Oli from high school, he’s the one that got you the job of AA merch girl. You could talk to him about anything, and you knew you could trust him.

“James.”

“What’d he do now?”

“Well I was going to tell him today, but then I saw him with another girl, and pussied out.”

“Y/N.. You have to tell him eventually..”

“I know Oli.”

“Well I have to go, text me later and tell me how it goes yeah?” he said shaking your shoulder

“Ok, bye.”

You spent the next couple hours loitering around the venue, and talking to various artist. However around 6 you decided to head back to the bus.

“hello?” you asked cautiously, walking in to  the what seemed to be abandoned bus.

You assumed it was empty, and made your way to the back room, once you opened the door you were greeted by a happy James.

“Hey Y/N where’ve you been?” he asked patting the spot next to him.

“Just loitering, you?”  you said occupying the spot next to him.

“Just got done with these groupies, holy fuck she was so hot.”

“Oh..”

“Yeah sh-”

“James..”

“What?”

“I really don’t want to hear it.”

“Why not Y-”

“James, can you not fucking tell I like you? Not just as a friend but more than that, and it kinda hurts when all I ever hear from you is talking about fucking some random band groupies.”

“Y/N.. I d-don’t know what to say..”

“what?”

“I don’t really feel anything, and non the less want a relationship I mean with the tour coming up and the band, it’s just.”

“It’s okay James, I wasn’t really expecting much anyways…” you said trailing off, picking at your nails because of your nerves.

“Listen Y/N I'm really sorry..”

“Don’t worry about it, its okay.”

After that conversation with James, you avoided him the for the remainder of the tour, you relocated your stuff to the BMTH tour bus, but still went back to the AA bus to sell merchandise.

————-after warped is finished————

You were finally back in your cosy apartment, Warped Tour was finished and you were still getting over James. You were making a sandwich when you heard a knock at the door. You put down everything and made your way to the door, you could tell by the silhouette through the class who it was. James. You opened the door,

“James? What are you do-“ you began to ask, but James quickly cut you off by attacking your lips with his.

He pulled back, “Y/N I don’t even know what the fuck i’m in love with you, I was just too stupid to realize it, all along those groupies meant nothing, I realized the only girl I really want is you. I love you Y/N”

You quickly pressed your lips to his, and wrapped your arms around his neck, “I love you too, James.