Alan Ashby

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This story is dedicated to Alice {@alifrazer }
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I kissed my boyfriend and wished him luck. I stayed behind on the bus because I wasn’t good with crowds. I listened to Alan play many times with his band, Of Mice and Men. But today I just wasn’t feeling it. I looked over and realized he forgot his pick so I hurried to get it to him. I was just about to turn the corner when I overheard a conversation between him and Austin. ” Why didn’t Alice come to watch us tonight? “      ” I don’t know, kind of glad she didn’t though. She has been suffocating me lately. Awfully clingy. ” I was always paranoid about things like this so I just walked off silently. So that’s what he thought. I went to lie down in his bunk, I was awoken to the band coming back in.  ” Hey babe, you want to go out with me and the guys? “      ” No, I think I will stay here. I need to write and submit my term paper that is due in a few weeks. You know how long those take. ” They went off. This trend went on for the rest of the tour. I would be not feeling good or I had school work to do. Things like that. I didn’t want him to feel like I was crowding him or anything. I cared about Alan, a lot. I really didn’t want to fuck this up. We pulled up to the house we shared and I pulled my bags out of the trunk and walked to the door. It was nice to be home. Alan followed behind me. ” Alice, is something wrong? You’ve been acting a little off lately. ” I pulled my fake smile on and nodded. ” Yeah, I’m fine. Just really busy. “      ” I know you don’t have that much school work. You use to hang out with me all the time and now I am lucky if you spend one night a week having quality time. If you don’t want to be with me then just fucking say it! “         ” Alan, you know it’s not like that. ” I sighed.      ” Then what is it? Huh! I bet you were fucking cheating on me. That’s the only reason why you would stay behind. Was it Austin?!? That’s probably why he was always fucking standing up for you. Telling me that you were fine. You are a stupid, ugly, fat, pathetic whore. “        ” Alan. ” I managed to squeak out. I ran to the bathroom and locked the door. I heard Alan being mad at himself. His footsteps grew closer and I heard him slide down the other side of the door. ” Baby, I’m sorry. But will you please tell me what’s wrong? “       ” No, because I am a pathetic CLINGY whore! ” He cursed under his breathe. ” I didn’t mean for you to hear that. I was just stressed out and venting to Austin. I really didn’t mean it. I love how you make sure I am fine and the random hugs you give me. Honestly, I can’t survive without you.. ” I heard his voice crack, it broke my heart. I know that tours stressed him out sometimes so I forgave him. I opened up the door and sat beside him. He pulled me into a strong embrace. ” I am so so sorry. ” He cried and he buried his head in my hair.  ” It’s okay Alan, everyone is allowed to be stressed. “     ” I took it out on you though. ” I put my hands on the side of his face and made him look at me. ” You’re right, you shouldn’t have. But I came into this relationship knowing your temper and how you get when you are stressed. I will love you, no matter what. ” He put his hands on my face and pulled me in for a passionate kiss. ” I love you, so much. Thanks for putting up with me. “

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