Clueless

Chapter 12

Kiana and I ended up falling asleep due to the weed. When we woke up it was 5:45pm and the party starts at 7 fuck.

"Kiana wake up!" I yell.

"What?" Kiana says, rediculously tired.

"It's 5:45! Get up, we need to get ready!"

"What! How did we sleep for that long?"

"I have no idea. Here's your dress and shoes." I say and pass her a bag and shoe box.

"Thanks, I'm going to do my make up and hair first though." She replies.

We both head to the bathroom and turn on the straightener and curling iron. We both decide to go with a natural look for our make up, but we both put a thick layer of eye liner on our top eyelids and only Kiana decides to put a flick. Kiana curls her hair and I straighten mine and we go and get dressed into our clothes. I take a look at myself in kianas long length mirror, I feel pretty. I put on my gray jacket and begin to walk out of the room.

"What are you doing?" Kiana asks.

"Going to get a drink, why?" I reply.

"Are you wearing that jacket tonight?"

"I have to."

"Please don't tell me you've been self harming again." She says as she takes my left arm and rolls up the sleeves. "Remi, I love you okay. I know you want to hide them but take the jacket off, you look beautiful and no one will notice." I can hear the disappointment in her voice.

"I love you too, but I just don't feel comfortable revealing them." I reply.

"No one will notice, and if they do, who cares? It's your body not theirs and they have no right to judge you by what's on your body , and if they do, they can get the fuck out of my house."

I laugh and hug Kiana.

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By 10pm comes there is a crowd of people inside and outside Kiana's house. Kiana and I stay together the whole time and I am already onto my fourth can of Jack Daniels, I am feeling a bit tipsy by now.

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It's now 11:45 and I have lost kiana but that's okay. I've headed to the bong rotation and it's now my shot.

"Chuck us the mix bowl." I say to a cute red haired boy I have never met before. I pack my cone and rip it, that was really harsh on my lungs but I manage not to cough. I pass it to the next person in the rotation and wait my turn again. I'm drunk and stoned and this is a perfect mix, if only my mom could see me now. In a way I feel bad for the person I have become but it's my decision. Nate walks up to me.

"Remi! I'm so glad I found you, I can't find anyone I'm close with, come get a drink with me?" He says and I get up and walk to the kitchen with him.

"Have you seen kiana?" I say, words slurred, it's obvious I'm drunk.

"Not for about half an hour, can you hold this?" Nate says and passes me a glass while he grabs the vodka and orange juice. I pass him back the glass and our fingers touch and he looks me in the eyes but I look away. He gently pushes my head up and kisses me. This was an intense kiss, so passionate. I'm so off my head I can't think straight.

"Follow me." Nate whispers and leads to me to Kiana's moms room.