Clueless

Chapter 15

I walk towards Kiana, Nate, Jack and Melanie before school the next day, I smile and Melanie sees me and taps kiana and points to me, a soon as Kiana sees me they all quickly walk off. I shrug it off and decide not to make an effort with them in class.

I have maths first, I grab my books and head for room 2 and wait for my teacher to come to class.

I walk in a stay silent, Nina walks towards my table.

"Why aren't you with Kiana and that?" She politely asks as she sits down beside me.

"They're not talking to me at the moment." I reply being extremely blunt.

"Is it because of what happened at Kiana's party?" Nina asks.

"Wait what? I can't remember anything from Saturday night." I'm shocked, I knew something happened but for Nina to know, this must be big. What did I do?

"You don't know?" She says to me.

"I told you, I can't remember anything." I say, knowing I sound really bitchy, but I don't care, I must know, now.

"You slept with Nate." Nina says.

I am in shock. I don't say anything. How could I do that to her? How could I have sex with Nate? I don't say anything. I'm too surprised, I feel so bad. My stomach is turning, how on Earth could I do that to Kiana, she's the closest person I have to family am I slept with her boyfriend.

"Remi?" Nina says, breaking me out of my thoughts.

"Yeah?" I reply.

"Trust me, you'll be fine, if you makes feel any better I'll tell you something about me?"

"I don't think anything you say can compare to what I did."

"You know the photography teacher? Mr. Wandlebont?" She says to me.

"Yeah, why?" I ask, curiously.

"I slept with him, last week."

Tears come to my eyes. Ricky slept with Nina? Nina? It's fucking Nina! I run out of the room, how the fuck could Ricky do that to me? I am seriously so done. Ill just have to talk to him during period 5 & 6. I run to the toilets and stand at the sink, I'm breaking down, I am standing in the fucking toilets crying with no friends, this is an all time low. I know I was sad in America but this is seriously horrible, I've never felt this way, I have fucking no one. Someone walks in, I turn my head so they don't see my face. I wipe the tears anyway and turn my head to see who it is. Kiana.

"Are you okay?" Kiana asks me sweetly.

"Yeah, I'm fine. Can we talk?" I say.

"I guess so." Back to the bitchy tone I heard yesterday when she told me to get out of her house.

"Nina told me what happened Saturday night. You have to know, I any remember one thing that happened that night. And you have to know, I would never ever do that to you if I knew what I was doing. I don't even think of Nate in that way. Please forgive me." I say, sounding as apologetic as I can.

"Nate said you came on to him, he said he asked you to come get a drink and you kissed him and basically made him fuck you." She replies.

"All I remember him come up to me just after I had a cone and he asked me to come get a drink with him so I did , and he said he hadn't seen you for like an hour or something, from then on my mind is blank." I say.

"Do you want to know what I was doing when Nate couldn't find me?" Kiana asks and I nod. "I was trying to find you to tell you lost my virginity to him that night."

"You were a virgin?" I ask.

"Yeah, that's also why it hurts so much, I just don't know if I can deal with that. I was waiting for the right person to lose my virginity to and then I walk in on my best friend fucking my boyfriend! Just imagine how fucking cut I would have been." She say.

"You have no idea how horrible I feel, I don't even believe I would do that to you, and I'm just so sorry. I want you to forgive me but I will understand if you don't, I did something that is so horrible, I wouldn't even forgive me if I was you. I'm so sorry Kiana, I love you so much and I would never do that to you usually, if I did come on to Nate, I have no idea what came over me, I'm so sorry Kiana." I say.